She wished me sweet dreams.
And i had one last night.
Unexpecting to have those kinds of dreams again.
Since quite long.

EOY is almost over.
And It Feels Good.
Fasting month is coming to an end too.
Did ok for my EOY.
Only Amaths and Pure Physics.
Hope Pure Chemistry and DNT will be easy.
Of course it wont.
Happy To See Everybody well.
Seems like everyone have no more problems.
Haha..

Yesterday night.
Played soccer.
Long time never play.
Played at Tekong Park till the lights went off.
Hang around with my friends.
Reached home before 11.
Washed up and went to sleep.

And Enjoyed A Sweet Dream

FINAL MATCH BEFORE FASTING MONTH>>
TAKE-TONG 11-3 ACE SQUAD

i dint play quite well actualy.
jus enjoyd the match.
had fun seeing my team SCORE!!
HAHA..

becoming more complicated these days.

haiss...

can it be solved, no?

but how shud i handle this?

will it end?
will it end?
will it end?

.........................................................

going phil again??
maybe.
or padang?
most probably phil.
but.
shud i?
hmm.....
or maybe jus stay overnite under water? =D

my mood to study suddenly came n
i was calling n smsing so many ppl...
only v few went.
met dan and aliff at bns n we went 2
the library.
reach there, realised brot wrong book.
emaths 3A. wth.
so, ntg 2 do.
tot wana do maths hmwk,den wrong bk.
calld haziq.
we go LAN gaming at wld mart.
playd CS..
BATTLEFIELD 2..
Ya, had fun!
CS, we playd knife fight, sniper fight.
haha...
after tat we hungry.
dan wan go buy chicken.
so, reachd cwp cold storage.
each bot one honey 'grazzed'? chicken steak.
ate as we walkd to bus int.
took 911, dan 901, aliff 900. haziq took cab.
v tired.
go home wanted 2 rest.
den at the one stop b4 my house dere gt this malay woman.
two person gt down from the bus
this malay woman change seat.
dere was a wallet on the floor on the bus
a malay gerl,about the same age as me,older abit la...
she lookd at me n askd me 2 run n gv back the wallet.
so,i tink 4 a second, "hmm.... shud i help?"
of cos i shud..
so, i took the wallet ran 2 the 2 person who jus got down.
WTH!! both said it wasnt theirs.
so, took a look in the wallet.
ic pic.a woman face with scarf (malay woman)
i lookd back.
the bus was alrdy moving.
the chinese woman told me 2 report 2 the police.
AND i tink again, "police.... v troublesome.."
so i lookd at the back of the ic.
gt address.
it was around 7.
tot my family haven gt back home.
so.ntg 2 do.
walkd n find BLK XXX #XX-XXX.
i wasnt wearng specs.
all the blks, i cant c from far.
so wear specs.
n start searchng.
i walkd from evergreen sec 2 near RP.
was damn tired sia...
the blks was lyk so long...
XX1....

XX2...

XX3....

XX4....

XX5....

XX6...

XX7....

XX8....
Finaly....XX8...
Gt Up the blk.
search 4 the door no.
n I FOUND IT!!!
Hoo...Wooo...
Tired sia...
a boy opend the door.
n i returnd the wallet.
TA-DA!!!
BADBOY save The Lady!
Heee....
Im Proud Of Myself!

Have No Fear, Badboy is here.

atleast im A HERO 2 myself.
n i saw lots of cash in it, but dint take it.
so.. ya, jus proud of myself.

Good Night EveryOne =)

wats hapening?
my days are so fuckng quiet
wat m i 2 do
headache
pain
hw long this will last?
tinking of tat fuckng gerl
hating her so much
aah...
i shudn care nymore
i hav my own life
y shud i care bout hers
so many things in my head
im startng 2 feel pain again?
huh?
wth hapend
im nt okay
so alone
y care bout nybody wen i m nt cared



haizz............

ytd was out from morning till late.
went to xing juans house with ameng to do phy project,
but ended up looking at her photos n was bored.
wasted an hour there.
after tat met edz, mel, torzai, n hazwani in the library.
they doing pro oso..
me, edz n ameng went 2 eat at banquet.
n we came back, the rest go home alrdy.
so we sat down 4 awhile.
wana do emaths.
but dint know wat qns need 2 do.
so.went 2 cwp.
look2.
prank call lots of ppl.
haha. edzs idea.
while waiting 4 sophia 2 be back,
we went 2 joshs house playd 360 n com.
n had a realy bad headache.
long tym nvr play game.
halo2 made me dizzy...
it was around 7.
took a cab 2 sops condo.
went up.
edz gt a shock!
felicia came out n edz tot it was sophia!
haa..
sophia WAS SLEEPING....ZzZzzZZzz......
she quickly gt ready.
n we went down.
its been a long tym tat i last swam..
gt in the pool.
find tat the water was a bit too cold.
n nt long after tat.
I WAS FREEZING....
sat on the chair. shaking...
haha...
after tat.
sop went up 1st.
edz n i go into the saona, the hot room.
n we plan 2 dry our shorts b4 going out.
n he suddenly askd me a shocking qn,
tat i nvr imagine he would ask.
so, i ansd him.
HAPPY NOW THAN BEFORE.
:)
we went up.
n was hungry.
sops big sis walkd in w her bf.
n we walkd 2 mac'd.
had a burger.
n receivd a call.
went home on edzs dad car.
he was a nice dad.
reachd home.
qn n ans session.
my mum was angry.
askd alot.
but i knew she was just concern
I LOVE HER.
she was worried.
n i jus answer her qns...
no lies..
i hate lies..
cos i learnt tat one lie wud lead to another....
so i tried my best never 2 lie.
washd up.
n sleep.

suddenly so. . . .
is it wrong of me. . .
happy. . . . .

BORED BORED DAY IS TODAY!!!

nothing 2 do..
dear diary performing 2day..
but, nvr go..
decided not 2..
wanted 2 rest..
after the common tests..

i'm startng 2 miss having somone by my side.
who i can talk to.
share my problems with.
atleast someone who cares bout me.
someone who i can spend time with.
so, i wont get bored.
may not be a close fren.
JUST someone who i can talk to.
cos i may hav alot of problems now...

n im starting 2 hate my songs.
those in my hp.
haha!!
dono why...
sick of it.

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Realy nothing 2 do...
i wan go sentosa!!!
=P

and err..
yesterday i gt a Dream!!
haha!!
i dream of someone i met on national day..
hmm...haha..
of cos. a gerl la!!

Girls Are Polluting My mind..
i mean i kept tinking of them in my head..
i wan my own self BACK!!!!
i tinking im no longer me..
Or ive change TOO MUCH...

*hungry* ...Hee...

EnGlIsH TeSt WaS RuShInG FoR TiMe.
GeOg WaS OuT Of MeMoRy.DoNo HoW To ExPlAiN AnD StUfF.
AfTer 2Nd ReCeSs, DuRiNg PhYsIcS LeSsOn.
A MaLaY TeAcHeR ToOk OvEr.ShE WaS LiKe ArIfF SiS.
I MeAn LoOkS As If ShEs A SiS Of ArIfF.
ShE DiNt CaRe WaT We DiD.
N I TuRnEd My Hp SpEaKeR To FuLl BlAsT.
N WaS SiNgiNg SoFtLy. hAhA..
SkOoL EnDeD.
ThReW CaRdBoArDs ArOuNd.
AnD UnLuCkY ArIfF WeNt InTo OuR ClAsS,
I ThReW OnE AnD HiT HiS FoReHeAd.
MaRkSmAn!!
HeAd ShOt!!..
HaHa. Of CoS, sAiD SoRy La.
At MuSiC RoOm.
ClOsEd ThE DoOr WhIlE HaKiM WaS PeEpInG InSiDe,
So..
HaHa!!
HiiT HiS HeAd.
TaTs 2 HeAdS I HuRt ToDaY!
HaHa..
FiNiSh CoNfErEnCe.
MeT WiTh ThE ReSt.
DiD SoMe trAiNiNg..
WeNt OuTsIdE SkOoL.
PlAyD SoCcEr WiTh RoNaLfIaNo.ErIkA.
ThE ReSt Nt SuRe Of the NaMeS.
I PlAyEd V Gd.
UsEd My TaKrAw SkIlL MoRe ThAn SoCcEr.
FlIp AnD kiCkD.
AlMoSt ScOrEd.
DaMn NiCe!! ThE WaY i KiCkEd.
ShOwEd OfF!!! HeEe...

GoT HoMe!! By 6+..
EaT , ShOwEr N StuFf...
StUdY AbiT...

HeYy WaTs Up EvErYOdY.?!



HeEhEe.



I'm FiNe,



EnJoYnG ThEsE DaYs TaT PaSt ToO FaSt.



EvEn WhEn EnJoYiNg MySeLf,



ThErEs SoMe ThOtS ThAtS On My MiNd.



ThEsE ThOtS..



I WuD LoVe To TyPe It OuT.



BuT,I DoN't MeAn To AfFeCt NyOnE.



BuT, I'm SuRe. iT WiLl.



AnD I ShUd Be SoRy,To MaKe YoU TiNk Of It.







NO...I WoNt PoSt ThIs.



YES...I WiLl. [chosen]







So, hErE It GoEs.



I'vE MeT MaNy GeRlS.



AnD HoNeStLy. I AdMiRe MaNy Of ThEm.



JuS LiKe I AdMiRe ThIs OnE SpEcIaL GeRl.



YoU KnOw WhO YoU ArE.



I HaVe KnOwN HeR FoR AlmOsT ThReE YeArS NoW.



AnD We WeRe BeSt FrEnS.



We WeRe MoRe ThAn ThAt,ThAt WaS DeN.



TiMe FlIeS.



EvErYtHiNg ChAnGeS.



BuT, oNe ThInG DiNt ChAnGe.



I SeRiOuSlY NeEd HeLp.



BuT. i KnOw, nO-oNe CaN.



ThE PrObLeM LiEs In MySeLf.



OnE SiMpLe PrObLeM.



ThE ThOtS Of HeR Is StUcK In My HeAd, oR,



ShUd I SaY. HeArT.



I'm SoRrY.



I'vE WaStEd YoUr TiMe WiTh Me.



I'vE WaStEd My ChAnCe.



I KnOw YoU GaVe Me ThAt ChAnCe.



AnD I ReGrEt.



YoO SaId YoU'd WaIt.



BuT,I'M NoT GoNa GrOw Up.



MaYbE I WiLl, NoT SuRe WhEn.



BuT, ThE ThInG Is ThAt.



SoMeHoW, I NeEd YoU.



MaYbE As A FrEn. MaYbE As MoRe ThaN ThAt.



ThIs Is A NeVer EnDiNg StOrY.



YoU HaVe YoUr OwN HeArt.



Of CoS I No ThAt.



YoU MaY HaVe OtHeR NaMeS In It.



I DoN't KnOw.



I CaNt GeT WaT I WaNt Jus Lyk TaT.



AnD I'm ReAlY CoNfUsInG MySeLf.



BeCoS I'm RuNiNg AwAy FrOm YoU.BuT,



I'm TeLlInG MySeLf ThAt I WaNt YoU.



NoW YoU No WaTs My PrObLem.



I'm BeCoMiNg ScArEd Of YoU.



I WaNt To Be BaCk To YoU.



NoT So SoOn.



MaYbE AfTeR I'vE LeArnT.



AnD OnE MoRe ThInG.



Do YoU kNoW TaT,



I StIl HaVe ThOsE DrEaMs.



I StIl ReMeMbEr,tHoSe DaYs, AnD TiNkInG To MySeLf TaT I CuD HaV TrEaTeD YoU BeTeR.



I MiSs ThOsE DaYs.EvEn ThOu,



ItS UsElEsS TiNkInG Of It NoW.



I OwE YoU A HuG.



AnD I HoPe YoU'lL FeEl It.











BuT, PlEaSe AfTeR NoW.AfTeR ReAdInG ThIs.



DoNt LoOk At Me In A DiFf WaY.



TrEaT Me As YoUr FrEn.



I'm SoRrY.



I'vE NeVeR LeT YoU Go.

TKT LOVES TO ENJOY...
while we were training[pull-ups, dips n more.. =) ]

UP TO THE MONKEY BAR..

WE WERE OSO DOING OTHER THINGS>>

FUN THINGS!!

THIS WAS ON 06 AUG..
TKT MONKEYS..

see hw tired i was on the nite b4..
the rest are on the day itself.

left to right>> NaNa (my couzin), me, alif (my bro), khairul (my couzin), shima (my sis).




lights of the NITESS








YUMMYS...

Mr & Mrs Bride

My Kampong Days In Malaysia. Kempas, i tink...

my couzin gtng married..

the mrs bride!!

lazy to type..

hee..enjoy the pics...

dono hw to arrange the pics..

haha..sorry for any inconvinience caused..

i'll be blogging aft stoppin for awhile..

no time..

haiz..
my fren feeling v bad.
the gerl he tot, was perfect for him, is avoidng him.
he jus wana no the reason for the gerl to avoid him.
he told me tat he was v upset with her.
ignoring his smses..
haiz..
n his blaming himself tat he may hav done smthng 2 cause ths 2 happen..
felt realy bad for him.
1st tym he lookd so serious becos of a gerl.
..hope he will get over it.

...wat sophia said was rite.
a guys job is 2 chase after a gerl,
n its the gerl who make the decision 2 either reject or accept.
isnt tat unfair??
haiz.
if the boy is acceptd,he may live happily for quite sometym
if hes rejectd.it cud be a nitemare 4 him.n the pain may jus last 4ever.
y isit so hard 4 a gerl 2 accept a guy?
i somtyms tink tat the guys r v poor thing.
but,i may be wrong.
gerls may feel the pain 2 somtyms, rite?
...i guess tats the world of .."LOVE"??
haiz.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*

n hes feeling stuck again.
he feels as if he cant move on.
y does he feel tat way?
he nos the reason.
its all bcos of her.
but,hes trying hard 2 change 4 her.
he realy wans her.
he feels gd with her around.
he lyks it wen she pinchd her,tho it may hurt.
he jus feels hapy at the sight of her.
wen he spends tym with her.
hearing her voice.
cycling with her.
it jus makes him 4get bout everythngs tat happening around him.
hes problems may jus be gone.
the whole world doesnt matter wen shes around.
its jus a special feeling.
it made him smile.
it made him laugh.
its jus the perfect world 4 him,he tot.
but it may nt be 4 her.
haiz..
no one may understand wat hes feeling now.
no one wud.
haiz.....

*~*~*~*~*~*~*

realy enjoyng all tat tyms we had 2gether.

take care

badboys feeling the pain of wat people calld "LOVE"

*~TKT=>> TAKE-TONG. /// WiLd BoYs



*~BADBOY13 N RICO

*~HAREZKY~ NiCe HaiR.

*~HAREZKY

*~THE CAGE FIGHTERS~*

ANDERSON, BADBOY, HAREZKY.

*~THA CAGE FIGHTERS~*

ANDERSON, BADBOY, RICO.

*~TOURNAMENT HELD IN THE CAGE!! ~*

*~THE CAGE FIGHTERS~*

ANDERSON, RICO, HAREZKY.

...................AND AGAIN....THE CAGE FIGHTERS!!!!

HEHE... Kept Changing photographer..

*~THE CAGE : FIERCE FIGHTS.

1ST MATCH:

AGAINST JELLYBO JELLY!!

....they were realy like jellies. EASY fight. 1-0

8 Warriors!! 1 MiSsing, caught Playing With Birds.
HAHA!!

B4 GeTing In2 QUARTER FINALS, WALKED OVER(team MIA) ..

NEVER JUNKIES!! (team name)

WALK OVER= 2-0

LAST MATCH WAS THE QUARTER FINALS.

AGAINST THE VIOLENT...

ADMIRALTYZ~*

DRAW 1-1 .....so end up with penalty shoot out!

2-0 if I'm Not Wrong.

...Went To Queensway.

Ate at MaC.

Went Home.

DAMN TIRED!!!!!

TC EVRYBODY.

hey hey
so long nvr blog
no time la
busy
im workin hard now..hehe..
mus concentrate on studies
my parents gav me encouragements 2 study hard
n gt gd results
so.i mus do it
JUST DO IT. NIKE.
haha..
i miss studyng so much
i miss being smart
i miss the hardworking me
i miss getng five A1s for my exam.
haizZ
alot of things i miss bout myself
i hate being lazy
being lazy is being lousy
i hate feeling lousy

so,now.soccer.
Take-Tong ,out of the competition.
no more soccer!! yeah...
heee..
can focus better

sory ah if i don add colour or wat 2 the words.
im jus no longer wana blog
hate 2 type i tink
haha..
boring rite my blog??

oh ya.
im stil waiting 4 my chocs...
=)

gt over it
realy over it
no more falling
cos i donwan to break any
if u no wat i mean.
only if i realy wan2
but tat i wil take time 2 tink bout it.
kk, sshhhh.........
don wana talk bout this.
=)

IM OKAY
.........................................................

My Life...
seems okay thees few daes!!
enjoyin n fun n hapy
havin a gd time with my
class!
frens!
familys!

exams over nw,so no worries bout studies
jus tat i did too badly this time
N i mean V BADLY...
haish...
parents haven find out i did badly..
nvm..
don care....

alot of my frens r busy nw
some workin
some with soccer training
some with gerls...
im startin 2 tink bout wat im gona do in life
wana be successful
so,mus pull up my socks nw

My Dear Fren, Sophia...
leavin this thurs.
sad...
hope you take care rites...
hav a safe journey
1 month,so long..
haha..
take this tym 2 relax ur mind n also ur heart!
b4 coming back 2 s'pore k..
hope u wont change tat much..
ya,stil miss tat sec1 sophia.

you said u promise u'll try 2 stop smokin.
but nw,u lyk don care ardy.
feel lyk smokin, u smoke..
no gd u no!!
hope u gt rid of tat habit.
jus sayin,up 2 u 2 choose 2 stop.
sory if im sayin 2 much


jus now...in skool [22/5]
had the s.etiquette lesson
FUN!!
i n richard gt volunteerd by the class 2 try n clean our face with the facial thingy
n it realy make my skin bit smooth n richards
haha...
den after tat went 2 MASONIC CLUB RESTAURANT!!
practical...
n gt 2 eat soup,dono wat soup..haha..
den spagetti w chicken..
the desert, brownies w vanilla ice cream on top w choc sauce
after tat go back skool
go home...

this sunday, planning go fishin!!
w my TKT frens.
wil cycle go dere n gona fish n catch crabs!!
hope can hav lots of fun.

another ddrrreeeaaaamm....

WTH!!
again!

a dream!
y mus it be a Dream?????
y cant it be reality??
WTF!!

another hapy dream...
HaisH!!!
but wen i realised it was a dream, i hate it
no point tellng ppl out dere..
its my dream nyway..HAHA..
so,if you wana no...DEN......

i cant tell u... =))

haha...

2day,wrote a compo,
malay compo..
4 test somore
i enjoyd writng tat compo jus nw..
a friendship kind..
a boy n a gerl..
haha..
nice story
i tot of it wen i was tryng 2 find idea..
jus hope it wasnt out of point,
it was a perfect story..
n i tot, if only it happen 2 me..HAHA!!
Fat Hope!!

2day,skool end quite fast..
finish p2..went home..
wantd 2 study but end up,online..
haha...
anyhw add ppl...
on frenster..
den talk 2 som1..
she said wana study,so don dstrb..haha..
Dono if shes really STUDYNG....
n i wonder wat makes u sad...hmm.......

later gona study..
2mrw geog n SS..
nooooo.....
hate dem both...esp SS..
hate it lots!!!
K la...
TC PPLS OUT DERE!! =))


THINKING OF TAT DREAM

RiDeRs On ThE StOrM!!! [ act date: 12MAY 2007, sat ]

dono wat 2 talk about.
about myself??
haha..
alot of changes in me
nw i smoke
but jus tryng out
nt sure if i shud cont
dono y im tinking of this thing
nvm,lets talk bout smthng else....

now,startng 2 go out late..
haha... "studyng"
my frens workng at kfc
i wana work!!
haha..but gt contract..
nvm,no need..
at admir

feels great 2 go out at nite!
haha..
with my frens
so cooling.
so fun.
talkng n jokkin with them...

haish...
i tink im alrite
take care vryone...!!

I'M SORRY

=)

I'll Be Just By Your Side
As Your Friend..
Whenever You Need Me,
I'll Be There..

Take Care For Now...
Promise Me You'll Be Happy

If I Let You Go- Westlife

Day after day
Time pass away
N' I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go

Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

If I let you go (ooh baby)
Once again i'm think about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

nowadays kp using song lyrics...
=)

nvm la..
atleast u no wats on my mind rite??

TakeCareAllOf You!!!

i gt 2 choose~*

"SETIA" ,,but I Am Here W/O You ='(

*~A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me~*


Anybody out dere??
Can help me??
so many frens tat i hav
seems nw lyk deres no 1 left
im alone
none cared
none is dere 4 me
Saddest Thing That I Can Say......

="(

If i ever hav a chance, I nvr wana do nything...

new name in my heart ,as iF!!

For All the things that i do,
The Reason Is You...

Keep On Knockin'

my colourin suxx...

haha...

look at tat rose, so dead!! nt nice

startd this drawin in skool.. drew my name

den brot home, cont drawng cos was bored..nthng 2 do..

all my drawins hav meaning tat usualy only the boy whos name is azri understands... =))

k la..ill talk bout it abit..

hmm...

see the rose? jus on top of it,is actuly a moon [v light lines]

den deres this so calld a qn mark in the moon..

k,its moon cos, its nt sun..

w/o sun,the rose will die rite?..

ya, the sun is missing..

so,lyk, im missing som1 tat i can die..can see the,erm...haha..dono wat..

the thing with 2 leaves under the rose

its actuly... Y.. O.. U..

nvm if u cant see them,cos its nt tat clear...

the other black n red drawins r 2 names

tat i shud nt say out...erm....somore.....

i tink ishud say nomore....

=)

lyk my drawin?? =P

haha..i lov 2 draw!!

tell me yr name n ill draw them out..

=P

haha...its fun drawin..can make ur own meanings in the drawins!!

n this drawin tells ppl tat im confused..see the red-white colourd letters...

if i gt draw, ill post them..

so all of you can c,kk?? =)

haha..2day is a v short day...

did chem test..haha...didnt finish

did only 43 out of 52 qns!!!

haha..

den DnT

i die alrdy la..so little things i do..

so little ideas..

den after skool went home..

Feel So Dead!!

til nw...

Haish!!!

wats dere in my life, come out now!!

wen deres this , deres tat... WTF!!!

sad all the way, tryin 2 smile...

But Failed.............

wen tats this , tats IT!!!

I wana Stop this,

BUT,

i cant......

som1s knockin on the Door, but tat place in my heart is nt yet emptied...

_____ > >the new name

I realy don get it..
i wana move on in life,but it seems lyk i cant
y am i stuck here with nothng 2 do..??
im always tinkng bout the same old thing
i told myself its useless
but i stil do it
y? tats wat im nt sure bout
i wana grow up le
nt stuck with the same old thing
i wana go out dere
wher deres ppl, nt ppl lyk me..
sad n moody always
i wana be cheerfull
tats all i wan
many hav it, but i don tink i hav it
n im talkng bout happines
i may look hapy,ya,im hapy
but inside, i kp all the things tat can kill me
deres too much in me nw
i wana get it out
all of it
i guess ill jus kp it 2 myself
sometyms,seeing others hapy can make me hapy
atleast i can be hapy abit 4 awhile
atleast the ppl around me r hapy
but wen ppl r gone
tats wen i feel the darkness fall over me n cover me completely
nt a single light can be seen
no1 see me sad
n deres no1 i can cry with
can you feel it?
i guess u cant!!
cos its only me whos feeling it
yeah..only me ='(
ive been tinkng of others 2 much
tat myself drown without no1 notice,nt even me..
suddenly feeling hurt,lyk wana break down
the hurt cant be xplain
cos i dono wher its from
from myself??
ppl around me??
I DONT KNOW
..HAISH...........................

yeah im sad now
tats all i can be
sad sad sad
WTF!!!
................................

Happy Times

wrong date on the pic......

Today is Sunday...
Talk on Sat N Friday

FRIDAY>>

Had Birthday Celeb. at CJ's house..
haha..She Got Wet..
Sory,2 tired 2 tell all tat Happend......

AT 12.30,drew a card 4 her.. with light close.............


SAturDAY!!
OUTING TO SENTOSA..PALAWAN BEACH!!!

PEOPLE Gone To Sentosa:

FAIZ
HAZIQ
DANIAL
HAIKAL
HAKIM
FARHAN
AZRI

AND BIRTHDAY GERLL>>>
ITEN SOPHIA KAYLEEN

Jump 2 Sentosa!!!
The Island Of Our Celebration!!

Had Fun Of Course!!

played on the beach..
captain's ball in the water..
played monkey ball on shore..

cut cake! HAHA!!
2 BAd , No pic Of Sophia N Chocolates On Her Face!! =))
haha..Yoo V the Bad! i gav yoo abit, Yoo gav me 1 plate!!! >=(
haha..but nvm la..
we enjoyd..
Dn i hurt myself..
haha...faiz plan.. wanted 2 lift sophia ,throw her in2 the water..
i lifted her,den knockd myself in2 a COCONUTS tree!!
HAHA!!!
Nice... haha..
rolled over yoo.. my head hit the rock or stone..
haha..
den second try...
SUCCESS!!! =))
haha!! liftd her,,den threw her in...YYEEAAAHHH!!!!!!!!
WooHoo!! Fun!!
den she kena another 2 times..HAHA!!

after all tat,showerd..
went back to eat at hawker ctr.. only farhan n haikal ate..
faiz n hakim went home...
gt back 2 wdlnds,
dan,haziq,me n sophia ate pizza..
OH Ya!! b4 tat..sophia left her wallet in the bus..963..
haha..
told the " " uncle,he said wat la..gt jam la.. WTH!!
so we went 2 check ourself..
den the uncle who drove tat bus return her wallet..
THANX UNCLE....hha..

after ate pizza.dan went home..
i walkd home with haziq n sophia...
talkd alot..
look at stars 4 while..
den she learnt 2 talk malay..
haha..her "T" is Tamil...
haziq waited 4 bus..
so..left me n sop.. =)
talk2..walk2...
kp bumpng in2 each other,haha.. =D
den i turned left..she went straight..
heard her laughng while walkng..crazy gerll,, engg...
haha..
tats the end..

Good Times Last Forever...
ESP Those With Herr.....

wats wrong with my heart... =''(

2day morning,reach skool...
gt my hp back..stupid aliff..
den..after skool, hang out with my bro n frens 4 a while..
went out of skool 2 take funy videos..
walkd up the stairs..
saw yoo, yoo tried 2 hide...
......
haha...
den my bro cycled past the group..
stopd at the next block..
nazi n zahrin had a funy fight, videod by zul...
haha...
quite funy..
den went home..
past the place again..
....haha..

now..few minutes ago...
lookd at the pics, on yoor frenster..
recalld back memories.. =')
wat if we didnt grew up...
tat wud be great...
nw sec3 alrdy..
somtyms its jus better 2 be childish than 2 be MATURE... rite?..
enjoy life n nvr wory bout nythng...
keepng evrythng n nvr need 2 let go..
but i guess lifes lyk tat..
TIME WILL GO ON , N MEMORIES ARE LEFT....
Why Is Life That Way?
was smiling wen i recalld the memories... =)
=')

Oh Ya,The Dream....
I cant remember...
Wait Ah.....
hmm......
......
..............
i type wat i no,k??
haha...
yoo were cryin..nt sure bout wat..
yoo were cryin on my shoulder..
i hugg yoo.....
yoo continued 2 cry..
so, i dessik yoo.....
on the cheek.. =)
den.....nt sure wat happend...
i tink its was the next day, i tink...dono la..
read yoor blog...in the dream...
den, yoo rote...
[ Tryin To Remember ]
: yoor my prince, n im yoor princess..
i'll treat yoo lyk a prince..
[ haha...cant remember alrdy la... ]

tats all i can remember..quite a long post..haha..
kk,tats my dream.. =)

byeE...

I'll Try To Breath For Yoo..
I'm Cryin Out ,
I'm Seeing Love..
Yoo Could Be All I Need....... =)

loving yoo...

GONE

ill be talkin bout ytd[ saturday ]...

2day goin 2 airpot...
but, b4 tat..
sophia invited me 2 play badminton..
haha...
so rushd 2 her house..
she askd me 2 buy shuttlecork..but i hav,so,no need buy la...
reachd the gate...
dey[jaslyn n andy] were at her house...
so went up...
haha...13..
den heard her loud speakerd voice..haha...
as soon as i reach her door,we went up..
left my bike...
wen 2 the roof top...
she had 2 climb the wall...
2 open the door from the other side..haha...
den gt out..
I askd, "whers the badminton cot??"
haha...
den she said no cot...
haha...WTH..
somore so windy..
had 2 climb the ladder..haha..
cool.. lyk roof top playground.. watever......
haha...
1st tym i gt up dere,
tot 2 myself.."waa!! so nice the place! soo high...cool!!.. windy somore..."
haha..
feel lyk top of the WORLD!!...
nxt tym invite me gain, kk???
den..
sophia said,play here...
den i was lyk.. HERE??
..den saw lyk haze lyk tat...
on the other side..
DEN SUDDENLY...RAIN!!!..
haha..
NICE la... saw her so hapy wen its starts 2 rain..
den we climb back up..den climb down the other side...
so fun,even though we dint play badminton...
haha...
den wen back 2 her house..
heard yoo whistle.... =)
decided 2 go cycling cos we alrdy wet...
so,go cycling.. haha.. IN THE RAIN..gd idea..
we had 2 go 2 songwei's house 2 take another bike...
on the way dere..FUN FUN!!
the 2 gerls v noizy!
haha..
but their noizy is fun la...
haha..
reach songwei's house..
andy n i waited downstairs..
den the gerls gt down again...
jaslyn wanted 2 cycle 2 school,so cycle la!
haha..go long cut..
lesser traffic..
cycle reach skool alrdy..
we went 2 check if dere were guards..but
dere werent any..
so went inside..
haha..den jaslyn fell with bike..
tink cos it was slippery..haha....
den she was lyk talkn 2 herself..
den i askd wether shes okay..
shes fine...
den..
we xchange bikes...
i took the 'racer' bike..
nice bike...
thin tires, but nt slippery...
can speed easily...
haha..
we went 2 BANQUET 2 eat..
haha...
OH YA!!.. Sophia..
yoor $3.50.. i haven return..haha..
in skool i return,kk??
thanx ar.. =)
after iten.. =P
continued cycling..
i was shakin..haha..
oh ya..
sophia said we boys no skill,
but she slipd n nearly fell !!! HAHA!!
we cycled back home, i mean 2 soap's house..
fun..haha..
can speed.. road no vehicle...
reach her house..
andy n i dried our clothes with soap's hair dryer..haha..
den suddenly short circuit,
haha..
we gt out of the toilet,den she said,
"y so hot ar??"
haha..den saw jaslyn smiled..
of cos la.. we used dryer wat...
haha...
den the door closed b4 sophia..
she was scared..
haha...
but wen i checkd,i was lyk felt som1 was in dere..[realy..]
haha..
but pushd the door open,saw nothin...
haha..
den she showerd..
she goin work with her mum..
while she showern..andy playd ...err..DOTA?? isit? tink so...
lyk warcraft lyk tat la...
suddenly gt lightning..
saw lyk a fire.. big amount of light outside the window.. jaslyn oso saw tat..
haha.. but didnt hear sophia shout..HAHA...
den..rain heavily..
mus wait rain stop,den can go home..
sophia was ready.. smelld her perfume..haha...
den andy playd a game suggestd by her..
SILENT HILL...
haha..
boring-shockin game..haha...
the 1st tym only shockd den,the rest nothin...
den after all tat..
went home..
shoe was wet..
stil drizzlin...so wen cyclin,gt wet again...
reachd home..
shower,gt ready 2 go airport...
FARAH & RAFIZAH Leavin...Sad..
farah from my class..rafizah from 4e4,my bro class...
me n my bro..met my bro's fren at b n s...
den went 2 airport..bus 858..
reachd dere around 8+...
waited 4 while b4 farah n her sis came...
lyk superstar..so many ppl came..haha..
mostly from WGSCO..
I WANT TO MENTION 1 THING,
3E2 UNITY SUCKS..
so few e2 boys came..
but gerls oso some nvr come...
SUCH A LOUSY CLASS !!!
IS THIS MY CLASS??
NO WAY!!!!...
my bro,me n NaziRul..haha..
joked around..
den..
FARAH N RAFIZAH LEFT...

[cant imagine yoo the one whos dere,]
[i wont even dare 2 look...]
[i don wana c yoo go... ='( ]

[1 month... HAISH..]
[wonder wat m i 2 do wen yoor gone..]


can feel the sadness...
imagine myself in her shoe..
so many who cared, came n cried...
i cried the loudest.. ENGG!! haha...
after tat..wen 2 BURGER KING..
2 eat..ate the BK Doubles.. NICE!!
haha..
den went home.. bus 858
reachd home..
online 4 while..den slept...
HAD A FUN DAY!!! =)
thanx 2 all of you N YOO...

2day.. [sunday]
woke up early..tired...
went 2 eat at adam rd..
ate prata CHEESE..
nice!! ate 2 pieces..
n drank ice lemon tea...
after tat wen grocery shoppin...
went home...
Checkd BLOGS...
haish...
Disappointed with yoo...
smoked again..
y?... [shakin my head]


hapy tyms with yoo... =)
lookd in2 yoor eyes...
those 2 beautiful eyes..
shining wen yoor with me..
wen
yoor with me..... =')


love yoo

don feel lyk blogging....

2day...
maybe later goin out aft prayers...
wit TKT..
plan 2 play soccer in the morning ,but all lazy...
so..wanted 2 go pool...but..they say mus be 16...
last tym we gt in was by luck 1...
haha..
the boss wasnt in ,so the aunty lat us in...
so, change plan again..
wan go out..
haha..
but dono wher...
maybe go orchard??
ya, tink so...
Aiya.. low prepaid......low on $$$...
so bored..
my ez-link oso no more value...
haha...
HAPY..... =(

seeing yoo hapy now, arent yoo??

WHAT CAN I DO.....HMM....
whyy m i sadd now??
Confusedd~
Cos I Cant Get Yoo?? HAISH...


Shes the gerl for me~*
Shes the gerl i need~*
Shes my happiness~*
I wan her now~*
I wan my happiness~*
Living w/o yoo is lyk living w/o happiness~*
And the story goes on~*

Dreams - Dreams , Be Real~

A or B

i wana make yoo mine,
all the time,
tats no lie...

tired, tats wat i can say 4 nw...
haishh..
lazy 2 type le...
2day was fun la...
playd bball again..haha...
sweat allooot...
2mrw gt npcc..
WA LAU..
die alrdy lo...
haha...
they say 2mrw gt promotion test..
dono real or nt...
aiming 4 sergeant...
SERGEANT AZRI!!!
Woo Hoo!!....
haha...
hope gt promoted la...
realy hope so..
haha..
NCO...

tats all...
bye...
=)
Smiling...

jus scared 2 make a decision...
jus wana c u with me..
but, later..
i nvr go out with yoo la..
nvr take care of yoo la...
but i realy wana make yoo hapy LA!!....
AiYo!!...
dono la...
im the gd 4 nothing type..
RITE??
=(
wishing yoo to be mine,
isit wrong????????
?????????
????????
?????????
????????
?????????
PLS LA, HELP ME TINK....
can i make yoo hapy tat way OR this way now??
kept tinking of it, but cant find the ans le...
jus donwan later...
history repeats itself...
HEARTBROKEN AGAIN....
u understand? k?
ill wait 4 ur ans... =)
ill accept both ur ans....

yoo r all i nidd 2...
yoo r all tat i wan 2...
=')


if i ask yoo 2 be mine,
WILL YOO?