I'M SORRY

=)

I'll Be Just By Your Side
As Your Friend..
Whenever You Need Me,
I'll Be There..

Take Care For Now...
Promise Me You'll Be Happy

If I Let You Go- Westlife

Day after day
Time pass away
N' I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go

Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

If I let you go (ooh baby)
Once again i'm think about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

nowadays kp using song lyrics...
=)

nvm la..
atleast u no wats on my mind rite??

TakeCareAllOf You!!!

i gt 2 choose~*

"SETIA" ,,but I Am Here W/O You ='(

*~A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me~*


Anybody out dere??
Can help me??
so many frens tat i hav
seems nw lyk deres no 1 left
im alone
none cared
none is dere 4 me
Saddest Thing That I Can Say......

="(

If i ever hav a chance, I nvr wana do nything...

new name in my heart ,as iF!!

For All the things that i do,
The Reason Is You...

Keep On Knockin'

my colourin suxx...

haha...

look at tat rose, so dead!! nt nice

startd this drawin in skool.. drew my name

den brot home, cont drawng cos was bored..nthng 2 do..

all my drawins hav meaning tat usualy only the boy whos name is azri understands... =))

k la..ill talk bout it abit..

hmm...

see the rose? jus on top of it,is actuly a moon [v light lines]

den deres this so calld a qn mark in the moon..

k,its moon cos, its nt sun..

w/o sun,the rose will die rite?..

ya, the sun is missing..

so,lyk, im missing som1 tat i can die..can see the,erm...haha..dono wat..

the thing with 2 leaves under the rose

its actuly... Y.. O.. U..

nvm if u cant see them,cos its nt tat clear...

the other black n red drawins r 2 names

tat i shud nt say out...erm....somore.....

i tink ishud say nomore....

=)

lyk my drawin?? =P

haha..i lov 2 draw!!

tell me yr name n ill draw them out..

=P

haha...its fun drawin..can make ur own meanings in the drawins!!

n this drawin tells ppl tat im confused..see the red-white colourd letters...

if i gt draw, ill post them..

so all of you can c,kk?? =)

haha..2day is a v short day...

did chem test..haha...didnt finish

did only 43 out of 52 qns!!!

haha..

den DnT

i die alrdy la..so little things i do..

so little ideas..

den after skool went home..

Feel So Dead!!

til nw...

Haish!!!

wats dere in my life, come out now!!

wen deres this , deres tat... WTF!!!

sad all the way, tryin 2 smile...

But Failed.............

wen tats this , tats IT!!!

I wana Stop this,

BUT,

i cant......

som1s knockin on the Door, but tat place in my heart is nt yet emptied...

_____ > >the new name

I realy don get it..
i wana move on in life,but it seems lyk i cant
y am i stuck here with nothng 2 do..??
im always tinkng bout the same old thing
i told myself its useless
but i stil do it
y? tats wat im nt sure bout
i wana grow up le
nt stuck with the same old thing
i wana go out dere
wher deres ppl, nt ppl lyk me..
sad n moody always
i wana be cheerfull
tats all i wan
many hav it, but i don tink i hav it
n im talkng bout happines
i may look hapy,ya,im hapy
but inside, i kp all the things tat can kill me
deres too much in me nw
i wana get it out
all of it
i guess ill jus kp it 2 myself
sometyms,seeing others hapy can make me hapy
atleast i can be hapy abit 4 awhile
atleast the ppl around me r hapy
but wen ppl r gone
tats wen i feel the darkness fall over me n cover me completely
nt a single light can be seen
no1 see me sad
n deres no1 i can cry with
can you feel it?
i guess u cant!!
cos its only me whos feeling it
yeah..only me ='(
ive been tinkng of others 2 much
tat myself drown without no1 notice,nt even me..
suddenly feeling hurt,lyk wana break down
the hurt cant be xplain
cos i dono wher its from
from myself??
ppl around me??
I DONT KNOW
..HAISH...........................

yeah im sad now
tats all i can be
sad sad sad
WTF!!!
................................

Happy Times

wrong date on the pic......

Today is Sunday...
Talk on Sat N Friday

FRIDAY>>

Had Birthday Celeb. at CJ's house..
haha..She Got Wet..
Sory,2 tired 2 tell all tat Happend......

AT 12.30,drew a card 4 her.. with light close.............


SAturDAY!!
OUTING TO SENTOSA..PALAWAN BEACH!!!

PEOPLE Gone To Sentosa:

FAIZ
HAZIQ
DANIAL
HAIKAL
HAKIM
FARHAN
AZRI

AND BIRTHDAY GERLL>>>
ITEN SOPHIA KAYLEEN

Jump 2 Sentosa!!!
The Island Of Our Celebration!!

Had Fun Of Course!!

played on the beach..
captain's ball in the water..
played monkey ball on shore..

cut cake! HAHA!!
2 BAd , No pic Of Sophia N Chocolates On Her Face!! =))
haha..Yoo V the Bad! i gav yoo abit, Yoo gav me 1 plate!!! >=(
haha..but nvm la..
we enjoyd..
Dn i hurt myself..
haha...faiz plan.. wanted 2 lift sophia ,throw her in2 the water..
i lifted her,den knockd myself in2 a COCONUTS tree!!
HAHA!!!
Nice... haha..
rolled over yoo.. my head hit the rock or stone..
haha..
den second try...
SUCCESS!!! =))
haha!! liftd her,,den threw her in...YYEEAAAHHH!!!!!!!!
WooHoo!! Fun!!
den she kena another 2 times..HAHA!!

after all tat,showerd..
went back to eat at hawker ctr.. only farhan n haikal ate..
faiz n hakim went home...
gt back 2 wdlnds,
dan,haziq,me n sophia ate pizza..
OH Ya!! b4 tat..sophia left her wallet in the bus..963..
haha..
told the " " uncle,he said wat la..gt jam la.. WTH!!
so we went 2 check ourself..
den the uncle who drove tat bus return her wallet..
THANX UNCLE....hha..

after ate pizza.dan went home..
i walkd home with haziq n sophia...
talkd alot..
look at stars 4 while..
den she learnt 2 talk malay..
haha..her "T" is Tamil...
haziq waited 4 bus..
so..left me n sop.. =)
talk2..walk2...
kp bumpng in2 each other,haha.. =D
den i turned left..she went straight..
heard her laughng while walkng..crazy gerll,, engg...
haha..
tats the end..

Good Times Last Forever...
ESP Those With Herr.....

wats wrong with my heart... =''(

2day morning,reach skool...
gt my hp back..stupid aliff..
den..after skool, hang out with my bro n frens 4 a while..
went out of skool 2 take funy videos..
walkd up the stairs..
saw yoo, yoo tried 2 hide...
......
haha...
den my bro cycled past the group..
stopd at the next block..
nazi n zahrin had a funy fight, videod by zul...
haha...
quite funy..
den went home..
past the place again..
....haha..

now..few minutes ago...
lookd at the pics, on yoor frenster..
recalld back memories.. =')
wat if we didnt grew up...
tat wud be great...
nw sec3 alrdy..
somtyms its jus better 2 be childish than 2 be MATURE... rite?..
enjoy life n nvr wory bout nythng...
keepng evrythng n nvr need 2 let go..
but i guess lifes lyk tat..
TIME WILL GO ON , N MEMORIES ARE LEFT....
Why Is Life That Way?
was smiling wen i recalld the memories... =)
=')

Oh Ya,The Dream....
I cant remember...
Wait Ah.....
hmm......
......
..............
i type wat i no,k??
haha...
yoo were cryin..nt sure bout wat..
yoo were cryin on my shoulder..
i hugg yoo.....
yoo continued 2 cry..
so, i dessik yoo.....
on the cheek.. =)
den.....nt sure wat happend...
i tink its was the next day, i tink...dono la..
read yoor blog...in the dream...
den, yoo rote...
[ Tryin To Remember ]
: yoor my prince, n im yoor princess..
i'll treat yoo lyk a prince..
[ haha...cant remember alrdy la... ]

tats all i can remember..quite a long post..haha..
kk,tats my dream.. =)

byeE...

I'll Try To Breath For Yoo..
I'm Cryin Out ,
I'm Seeing Love..
Yoo Could Be All I Need....... =)

loving yoo...

GONE

ill be talkin bout ytd[ saturday ]...

2day goin 2 airpot...
but, b4 tat..
sophia invited me 2 play badminton..
haha...
so rushd 2 her house..
she askd me 2 buy shuttlecork..but i hav,so,no need buy la...
reachd the gate...
dey[jaslyn n andy] were at her house...
so went up...
haha...13..
den heard her loud speakerd voice..haha...
as soon as i reach her door,we went up..
left my bike...
wen 2 the roof top...
she had 2 climb the wall...
2 open the door from the other side..haha...
den gt out..
I askd, "whers the badminton cot??"
haha...
den she said no cot...
haha...WTH..
somore so windy..
had 2 climb the ladder..haha..
cool.. lyk roof top playground.. watever......
haha...
1st tym i gt up dere,
tot 2 myself.."waa!! so nice the place! soo high...cool!!.. windy somore..."
haha..
feel lyk top of the WORLD!!...
nxt tym invite me gain, kk???
den..
sophia said,play here...
den i was lyk.. HERE??
..den saw lyk haze lyk tat...
on the other side..
DEN SUDDENLY...RAIN!!!..
haha..
NICE la... saw her so hapy wen its starts 2 rain..
den we climb back up..den climb down the other side...
so fun,even though we dint play badminton...
haha...
den wen back 2 her house..
heard yoo whistle.... =)
decided 2 go cycling cos we alrdy wet...
so,go cycling.. haha.. IN THE RAIN..gd idea..
we had 2 go 2 songwei's house 2 take another bike...
on the way dere..FUN FUN!!
the 2 gerls v noizy!
haha..
but their noizy is fun la...
haha..
reach songwei's house..
andy n i waited downstairs..
den the gerls gt down again...
jaslyn wanted 2 cycle 2 school,so cycle la!
haha..go long cut..
lesser traffic..
cycle reach skool alrdy..
we went 2 check if dere were guards..but
dere werent any..
so went inside..
haha..den jaslyn fell with bike..
tink cos it was slippery..haha....
den she was lyk talkn 2 herself..
den i askd wether shes okay..
shes fine...
den..
we xchange bikes...
i took the 'racer' bike..
nice bike...
thin tires, but nt slippery...
can speed easily...
haha..
we went 2 BANQUET 2 eat..
haha...
OH YA!!.. Sophia..
yoor $3.50.. i haven return..haha..
in skool i return,kk??
thanx ar.. =)
after iten.. =P
continued cycling..
i was shakin..haha..
oh ya..
sophia said we boys no skill,
but she slipd n nearly fell !!! HAHA!!
we cycled back home, i mean 2 soap's house..
fun..haha..
can speed.. road no vehicle...
reach her house..
andy n i dried our clothes with soap's hair dryer..haha..
den suddenly short circuit,
haha..
we gt out of the toilet,den she said,
"y so hot ar??"
haha..den saw jaslyn smiled..
of cos la.. we used dryer wat...
haha...
den the door closed b4 sophia..
she was scared..
haha...
but wen i checkd,i was lyk felt som1 was in dere..[realy..]
haha..
but pushd the door open,saw nothin...
haha..
den she showerd..
she goin work with her mum..
while she showern..andy playd ...err..DOTA?? isit? tink so...
lyk warcraft lyk tat la...
suddenly gt lightning..
saw lyk a fire.. big amount of light outside the window.. jaslyn oso saw tat..
haha.. but didnt hear sophia shout..HAHA...
den..rain heavily..
mus wait rain stop,den can go home..
sophia was ready.. smelld her perfume..haha...
den andy playd a game suggestd by her..
SILENT HILL...
haha..
boring-shockin game..haha...
the 1st tym only shockd den,the rest nothin...
den after all tat..
went home..
shoe was wet..
stil drizzlin...so wen cyclin,gt wet again...
reachd home..
shower,gt ready 2 go airport...
FARAH & RAFIZAH Leavin...Sad..
farah from my class..rafizah from 4e4,my bro class...
me n my bro..met my bro's fren at b n s...
den went 2 airport..bus 858..
reachd dere around 8+...
waited 4 while b4 farah n her sis came...
lyk superstar..so many ppl came..haha..
mostly from WGSCO..
I WANT TO MENTION 1 THING,
3E2 UNITY SUCKS..
so few e2 boys came..
but gerls oso some nvr come...
SUCH A LOUSY CLASS !!!
IS THIS MY CLASS??
NO WAY!!!!...
my bro,me n NaziRul..haha..
joked around..
den..
FARAH N RAFIZAH LEFT...

[cant imagine yoo the one whos dere,]
[i wont even dare 2 look...]
[i don wana c yoo go... ='( ]

[1 month... HAISH..]
[wonder wat m i 2 do wen yoor gone..]


can feel the sadness...
imagine myself in her shoe..
so many who cared, came n cried...
i cried the loudest.. ENGG!! haha...
after tat..wen 2 BURGER KING..
2 eat..ate the BK Doubles.. NICE!!
haha..
den went home.. bus 858
reachd home..
online 4 while..den slept...
HAD A FUN DAY!!! =)
thanx 2 all of you N YOO...

2day.. [sunday]
woke up early..tired...
went 2 eat at adam rd..
ate prata CHEESE..
nice!! ate 2 pieces..
n drank ice lemon tea...
after tat wen grocery shoppin...
went home...
Checkd BLOGS...
haish...
Disappointed with yoo...
smoked again..
y?... [shakin my head]


hapy tyms with yoo... =)
lookd in2 yoor eyes...
those 2 beautiful eyes..
shining wen yoor with me..
wen
yoor with me..... =')


love yoo

don feel lyk blogging....

2day...
maybe later goin out aft prayers...
wit TKT..
plan 2 play soccer in the morning ,but all lazy...
so..wanted 2 go pool...but..they say mus be 16...
last tym we gt in was by luck 1...
haha..
the boss wasnt in ,so the aunty lat us in...
so, change plan again..
wan go out..
haha..
but dono wher...
maybe go orchard??
ya, tink so...
Aiya.. low prepaid......low on $$$...
so bored..
my ez-link oso no more value...
haha...
HAPY..... =(

seeing yoo hapy now, arent yoo??

WHAT CAN I DO.....HMM....
whyy m i sadd now??
Confusedd~
Cos I Cant Get Yoo?? HAISH...


Shes the gerl for me~*
Shes the gerl i need~*
Shes my happiness~*
I wan her now~*
I wan my happiness~*
Living w/o yoo is lyk living w/o happiness~*
And the story goes on~*

Dreams - Dreams , Be Real~

A or B

i wana make yoo mine,
all the time,
tats no lie...

tired, tats wat i can say 4 nw...
haishh..
lazy 2 type le...
2day was fun la...
playd bball again..haha...
sweat allooot...
2mrw gt npcc..
WA LAU..
die alrdy lo...
haha...
they say 2mrw gt promotion test..
dono real or nt...
aiming 4 sergeant...
SERGEANT AZRI!!!
Woo Hoo!!....
haha...
hope gt promoted la...
realy hope so..
haha..
NCO...

tats all...
bye...
=)
Smiling...

jus scared 2 make a decision...
jus wana c u with me..
but, later..
i nvr go out with yoo la..
nvr take care of yoo la...
but i realy wana make yoo hapy LA!!....
AiYo!!...
dono la...
im the gd 4 nothing type..
RITE??
=(
wishing yoo to be mine,
isit wrong????????
?????????
????????
?????????
????????
?????????
PLS LA, HELP ME TINK....
can i make yoo hapy tat way OR this way now??
kept tinking of it, but cant find the ans le...
jus donwan later...
history repeats itself...
HEARTBROKEN AGAIN....
u understand? k?
ill wait 4 ur ans... =)
ill accept both ur ans....

yoo r all i nidd 2...
yoo r all tat i wan 2...
=')


if i ask yoo 2 be mine,
WILL YOO?

Hehe.. Todays Hot News : THE HOLE

waa.. 2day sad..Farah Leavng,but nt 2day la..
farewell party 2day,she leavng dono wen..haha...
some gerls cried..
OfCourse I Dint Cried..haha...
im a man..hehe.. =)
tat was after skool..
physics teacher,MR ENG joind the party..haha...
He ate alott...jk,no la..
i offer him,he jus ate abit...
haha..ariffE1 came in2 our class..
he n kwok hwee..haha..
wana eat oni!! haha..but nvr la..
stil our frens rite,so, let dem eat,drink...
den after most of dem left,
ariff disgustng..coke came out of his mouth..
EEeee..... So disgustng...
haha...
after tat,did chem. 4 while...
finishd..hand-in 2 pigeon hole..
after tat met Ta-Ke Tong Members outside foodlab..
playng bball..nwadays always play bball...
dono y...
sick of soccer..MAYBE....
haha...but quite fun la..
we play nt lyk hw the bball players play,
we play our style..
as long as we enjoy,CAN ALRDY...
den..
after playng 4 about half an hour..
haha...
i tore my pants..
HAHA!!! LAUGH LA>...haha!
WAT A BIG HOLE!!!!! =P
SO PAISEh..
haha..
luckly nt many ppl in skool..haha..
jus gt net ball gerls n my frens dere.. =PP
Dey laugh at me 1...
hehe...denn..haha..my bro gav me pin,tried 2 pin close the,
luminous HOLE !! haha...
but atlast gav up..
nvr pin..
pin nt strong enough 2 hold ..the thing......
haha..the hole la...

den wen home...
ask my bro tompang,
cos if nt, ill be exposng THE HOLE!! haha...

enough of the hole ,
nt funy alrdy...

haha..had fun 2day,even though its quite a short day..
enjoyd it... =)

SEEYOO !! =)
UR HAPY
..IM HAPY
(= shortest dreams of my life =)

13MOREDAYS

Special Flower Picked

...A REALLY SPECIAL FLOWER...
haha...

nice rite??

drew myself 1...

cant find this flower anywhere else..

haha..of cos la..i draw 1...

...dono y suddenly tot of drawng a flower...

....hmm....

hmm.......

maybe cos yoo said..

"among the thorns and roses, i picked yoo..." ,rite??

..maybe tats hw i gt ideas 2 draw..

so,wana no the meanings of my drawngs..

the drawngs can tell yoo...

don ask me..haha..

maybe i can post my drawngs,evrytym i blog...

haha..creative..tats me!..

haha..watever........

dono y..

evrytym i blog..

mus hav yoo..haha..

Oh Ya!!! BTW...

APRIL FOOL TO ALL FOOLS OUT THERE !!! [including me..haha..]

NITES EVERY1 !!

14 MORE DAYS...