My Life

2009-11-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

NURIN SHAWKINA

This little cute gerl is the reason I rushed home this past few days. Every morning at 7am, she'll be laying on the on a matress in the living room. Then i'd play with her, shower, den off 2 skool!.. Her fav show is Jihan.lol! everytime the commercial on Jihan is on, she'll turn to the tv n concentrate.haha! cute rite!

UT was easy, not only 4 me, for others too..currently hating Marketing so much! i got 3 As tis week n 1 B ,marketing i get a C!! CB!!

Money!

2009-11-01T12:07:00.003+08:00

Update! SE's Satio has been released!

Hello there! an update,after so long.. Nyway,its as if nobody reads it.lol. k nvm..

Lifes been great nowadays. Class is awesome! Familys doing Fine! Shakecrew.. erm...seldom meet. we will soon I hope. im currently helping out with POL-ITE floorball games. so yes,been bz. n its also bonding me with my floorball mates,guys n gerls.. Fun sia, the reason why im not quiting floorball just yet. All the best to RP Salsas and RP Adroits!

Later on,gg Suntec for a camp briefing. n yeah! im gona be a Camp Instructor soon,soon.. Along with some of my frens.Looking forward to the experience!

Currently listening to a meaningful song (its in my playlist): Save Your Heart - Mayday Parade. it tells us to save our hearts for the only special one, which is known as our soulmate. and not to waste ur hearts on passerbys..

Love you guys! Yeah, to all of you present in my life..

Wishes

2009-10-18T22:08:00.007+08:00

Aprilia rs125

Yamaha R1

Ducati 848

...Above are my future Bike choices...

(Top: Most possible to get)

This is my bday gift list. lol.Nope, they are my dream bikes for the future! heh. Even though I noe tat im gonna end up with just another SP or KRR.lol..or even a CBR150 (my sis's bike)

k,dream bikes! tat was random.

So, 2days Happening. Went gym in the morning n Weddings in e afternoon! Was tinking of marriage all the way even after attending it. At the wedding, i said to my sis," tunggu kakak kawin nanti adek silat utk kakak",(translate: "wait for sis to get married, i'll do silat performance for u k") ..lol. cos my sis kept askin me 2 go n do some silat 4 the couple there..Hmm.. den at the wedding itself saw this one pretty/cute/nice girl.heh. "Ni da ble angkat?" (translate: "can i carry this away?") den i nodded, she took away the plates. Actually i was shock la. was looking ard 4 her, suddenly she appeared from my back.. Can tell tat shes younger than me.hehe..

And this actualy kept me tinking till now....Wat about?? Hmm.. About having a gf!

k, for those who don wanna hear, u can skip the next para k..heh.

So here goes, many qns actualy came 2 my mind. Like y am i single now n stuff lyk tat..n i only had been into a relationship once. n the rest were either i was clapping with one hand or tat gerl was clapping with one hand,if u noe wat i mean.. So, tinking bout it, i realised my taste hav actualy changed! now its like im more 2 gadis Melayu! hey, sapa bilang gadis Melayu tk Menawan, tk menarik hati, tiada memikat~ heh.k, EHEM! u noe? the kind whos gentle n weak..lol.k,wth...hmm..but realy, tats my type now! N i oso wonder y im not the "Hey,can i have ur number?" type. isnt it good to be brave enuf to have the number of the gerl ur intrested in, even though uv only seen her for awhile....Well, watever it is,i jus hope i wont break anyones heart soon.heh

The Vespa Collection! by ADIDAS

Woah! I love it.heh. But its the attire for my future la. now not tat suitable..haha. tis is random cos i was searching for the things i DESIRE!

Next up! Bday Wishlist! hehe..

Nokia 5530

Adidas Baseline II

Nike Sandal Benassi

GLX5600-4 (RED)

(Simply click on the pics to see a bigger pic arite!)

So after seeing this, pls pass msges around.heh.

So i wont need to be telling evryone wat i wan.lol

I jus wan a fun celebration tis year!

N get these items.if tats possible!

N yeah! the reason tis post is quite long is bcos.. i wont be postng 4 quite sometime.reason? jus donwan to.heh.

TC TO ALL!

I don't care what they say..

2009-10-14T17:08:00.002+08:00

Tats a potrait of Nurul!

14 Oct. My Bros Big Day. Hes 18 now..

And he jus got a new hp..Nokia5630 ..Tsk! so good sia.haha.

So 2day in skool as u can see, webcam wit Nurul cos she said she was bored. She was starving all the way cos lazy go down buy food.haha..And i jus found out tat not all STA students have the ability to do Arts.lol. k, i was jus joking! (don wana hurt others.heh) And 2day was quite boring,communications.Haiz. but dono hw i managed 2 survive the whole day..Nyways, geting along well wit my classmates. but, hard 4 some cos they kept pon-ing skool!! hw 2 bond- bond u tell me!

2009-10-12T00:19:00.001+08:00

Quiting Floorball is realy nt an easy option. Reasons are bcos i will be giving up sports,n i may lose some frens tat iv made in tat IG..see...hw can i quit wen i hav too many things to consider..But,its been 3 weeks since i last attended training.

So,wat happens 2day! Family outing, again w/o my 2nd sis.shes workin.. Went my dads frens open house,2-storey house.I like~ haha..den went to queensway cos my sis wanted 2 buy shoes.den after queensway, Kallangpudding! haha..actualy its Mustafa Ctr warehouse Sale. Saw tis one girl,cute.lol....

N N i got a new favourite song!
BIARKAN AKU JATUH CINTA:
just let me love u whether u wan it or not = the summary =)

Back!

2009-10-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

Currently laughing cos kept tinking of NURUL's embarrassing moments...lol

Alrite! its been quite some time tat iv blog..so ya,lots have happen.Raya season, which was not tat alive tis year. AND about my new class! W45F.awesome bunch! its the 4th day 2day and most are coming out of their shells,including me. Gotto know a new Farhan, n the W35R Farhan was jealous.lol..and fyi,corrine is with me again,same class.like wow! haha! from orientation grp to sem1 class to sem2 class..Fated.NOT!!

Update: Floorball!! hahaha! long time dint go for training. Gona quit, i guess...

Thers lots of peeps tat im missing rite now.Realy2 miss them! Seoul Garden workmates, W35R, SHAKECREW, and other frens tat i made tis year..haha!
And realyy miss going out wit my FAMILYYYYY!!!!!

People are in 2s, am i being left out?

25october!!!

2009-09-11T21:16:00.001+08:00

tis few days hav been alrite.some days spent out with frens, fams,while some days spent at home..im blogging now cos i am bored.actualy was supposed to have dinner/break-fast with my exworkmates.they oso planned for sisha,n tats the reason i put tat pic above. its been quite long since i sisha-ed...n i realy wana go soon. jus short of cash now. so Many plans wen i hav so little cash.

anyways,on wed i went out with Shakecrew.to bukit Timah.why bukit timah? cos we're used to lepaking ther till late nite. so played pool b4 breakfasting at Al-Ameen ther.after tat Lan and pool again. went home ard 10.. (Oh! n saw Hamzah shah after so long.tat punK!)

den showerd n got out again, to meet the rest at usop's house! played with his kitty n learnt 21Busted..stayed till sahur den went home.

Next weeks gona be packed,

Outing wit W35R malay crew..

n edz got chalet (5D4N)..woah..haha

FUTURE PLANSintheprocess....

Nothing feels right

2009-09-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

I feel my life stopped. must make tis decision before i move on.its all about floorball...hw i wishd i'd quit sooner.tis decision is tough.i dono wat 2 do after goin so far. n i take into consideration all the things tats gona be affected.$141 will be wasted,the floorball stick i bot earlier. n all those experience..haiz..but,gd points,it will loosen my schedule,widen my freedom. little matters like the clothes washed each day with or without trainings, all tis,i tink realy makes a difference.Not only for me, but for others too..i was hoping tat i cud spent more time goin 2 talks n concentrating on my studies n spend more time wit frens n fams wen all tis is over..i dint noe jus deciding alone can stop me for quite some time. I seriously need help people.Advice me.pls...

Bad gerls Turn Good? any?

2009-09-06T21:44:00.002+08:00

Ytd was saturday! went to Army Open House.lol.had fun b4 n during the activity. had to wait for asy as he woke up late.TSK! n so,edz,aliff,hakim n me got down at boonlay MRT n went in Jurong Point. walked ard aimlessly n the shops are mostly closed. Played FIFA09 at comics connections.Fun sia! lol.spent ard 1 hr playin n asy arrived,n proceed to AOH.had fun taking pics n getting souvenoirs! held guns n got on military machines.cool or wat....but 1 bad pt was tat it was effing hot!! n somore the drinks sold there were so colourful n tempting.haha. All tat n evryone went seperate ways.

I had my 1st ride in my dads new car!! woohhoo! wat i love bout it is tat its so spacious unlike the old one. went to Geylang wit family n had dendeng n otah2 for Breakfast.n den went home!

2day dint go SFL match cos had continuous stomachache. went to grannys house n den back home after tat..tmr goin Mindcafe i guess..we'll see hw it goes....

i wanna i wanna i wanna touch you,you wanna touch me too.evryday~

Dear dear

2009-09-04T17:19:00.001+08:00

i miss my class so much! w35r! haiz.as days goes by, i can feel tat we r driftng apart. As much as i miss my classmates,i miss my sec skoolmates too!! teachers day went back to sec skool n met them. u guys r so missed la.

n lately, iv nt been gg out. reason? no $$$.. wana work but lazy. somehow tis fasting season have made my lazyness grow even more.. got outings planned but all not confirmed will go.i hope i can tho.

n update on SFL09. again the Spartans lost.over-confidence i guess. were leading 2 nil b4 opponents took lead.haiz...sadsad loss.

update on my life?
stil tis way, single n available! lol.
i'd rather stay tis way...but if thers a chance,y not. alrite! til next tym!

Not Again

2009-08-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

SFL09, RP Spartans 1-7 NTU Hurricanes

expected loss. Since we were beaten by their brothers 5-4... But, it was somehow unfair as RP Spartans Muslim players did not give out ther full power,simply bcos we are Fasting! and our opponent are all chinese..WTH.... So ya, managed to endure hunger when playing.haha. Breakfast at cwp, jus a bottle of drink. n ate at home!

Btw tmr is Maths UT3 n i have not revised a single thing. Im so dead..

And tmr thers Futsal tournament (RP League), my team is called LAST WARNING. cool or waaat...haha.

Woah! I cant imagine the period after UT3s are over!! Im so gona do wat im gona do! haha

Take care, ALL OF YOU!

Go Fast

2009-08-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

Atlast, fasting season starts tmr! haha.excited. Feels as if it has been a long time tat i kept myself from eating. Like i mentiond in the previous post,i really need smthng to happen this season n smhw, i will be changed! Haha! Anyways... i am supposed to be in marsiling now eating n drinking with Shakecrew! i mean norm drinking,not TAT drinking la.tsk! i gd boy ok. N ya..hope they r having a gd time there! I dcide nt 2 go becos i really need to save up! n surely i wont be workin this hols bcos...haha! im fasting! =P

okay..on thurs,had movie with farhan,af,eemah. catchd ORPHAN. damn nice! i really love how the story goes...n jus nw watchd on my lappy,Race to witch mountain and Push. both was great! n lastly Bohsia, a malay movie. In life, we are given choices, its either bad or good. SO, choose wisely! =)

Currently waiting for UT3s to be over, before i cud start on my guitar lessons! Woohoo...
n I need to cut down my schedule. i wana relaxxxxxx......

SELAMAT BERPUASE SUME!

Me?

2009-08-20T17:35:00.000+08:00

I am gg against my will. I try my best to commit to everything. Im startng to feel exhausted! and tired! and Pressured! Time for me to be a NO MAN. Iv been acceptng every chance i got n now im lost! Fasting Season wud be a great time for me to reflect. I'll take it as a break. n Im F-ing broke but i stil watch movie n such... N now i pity my mum, N my dad.

Im becoming a spoilt child....
N I hate myself..

2009-08-17T22:10:00.002+08:00

Science module 2day was quite boring. Dint even took photos with the facy.haha. i guess My class hates her Tat Much. but i dont.Anyways, was fickled, to go fb training. but atlast stil went.. was tiring. Gave my 99% in the training. Ran and jog 4km. n did planks. Later on gt changed n went off while the rest played soccer,cos i dint have proper shoe la.

A few of my classmates bot tis jacket during a skool sale. We looked as if we were some professional swimmers.HAHA. cool or waaat...

don feel like gg for maths tmr. I REALY NEED TO STUDY! n Fasting season gona start soon!!

Not yet

2009-08-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

Others are counting down to UT3 while im still enjoyng myself like nobodys Businezz.. haha.the sense of urgency is jus not there u see.

Anyway. SFL09 took place jus nw. my first exposure to floorball league. RP Spartans vs NTU Blizzards.actualy i expected us to lose by a large margin,but i was wrong! Blizzards wont so tough afterall..haha. Final result? 4-5. Even though we lost,im stil hapy for the team. Was quite a dramatic match.RP Spartans were jus so tough tat the Blizzards were,most of the time,falling,getting knockd down n such. haha! Congrats to Wan! he received a 4mins penalty. But it ended well,shook hands n had nasi ayam before gg Home. Will be facing Blizzards Brothers, the NTU Hurricanes! wtf.can u imagine? a blizzard jus took place,n next comes the hurricane.HAHA!! cos u know, SPARTANS NEVER RETREATS!

somebody offered me coookiess.....Tanx

SEM 1 Over-ing

2009-08-15T00:43:00.004+08:00

ok so. semester1 will be over real damn soon. which means CHANGE of class! n i realy don like the idea. HAIZ... y mus we seperate after all the bonding tat took place. im realy gona miss W35R sia!! its like the perfect class u see.... for example, we gt the quiet one,noisy one. gay,straight, lesbians. fat, thin, tiny, big, damn smart,damn stupid! haha...U SEE... nice combination rite?! i jus don see the reason for seperation.

Thurs's RJ was an emotional one.last words for facy n classmates...haha. I was damn EMO wen typing it..haha.jkjk

about jus nw! was damn FUN la! programming! n I LOVE CALVIN MAN!! haha.. our facy.

1st meeting jus chit chat! den break.calvin had breakfast while my class went on tour around RP. cool or waaaat..haha! jus walkin ard like nobodys bisnez.. tat was not the fun part. 2nd meeting! we discussed about our future.haha.n break again! we went 2 cwp MAC! haha.n played arcade! for 2 hrs... n was slowly walkin back for 3rd meeting. reachd ard 215pm.hehe. tis is y I LOVE W35R! den presented our codes as a class......

hmm... update about myself. im officialy in the Team Republic Floorball. wana know our name?? its the fierce RP SPARTANS! AWOOx3!! one friendly jus passed n we drew against div4 champions. tis SUN will be our 1st SFL09 match(Singapore Floorball League). n i can see myself improving as days goes by...

due to all tat BUZYness.. my total CE points is now ZERO stillll......haha!!

n haven done my RJ..hehe

my future classmates! pls be friendly! haha

I'm Back!

2009-08-11T22:30:00.001+08:00

I know its been so long. I guess I'm just busy. I will update wenever i can k. See ya!

2009-07-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

This Whole Things A Headache!

Ive been gg out alot

tat nw im broke

n i still gotta pay for

fb jerseys

fb bibs

appreciation plaque for our coach

street soccer tournament fee...

Wth...

All my SG pays gona be used up..

N i cant go out tat often after tat..

Haiz...

N things always get complicated...

Now i know why i love to be Single!

haha

PEACE

Nvr Bfo

2009-07-04T22:01:00.004+08:00

im doing it again

im gona break another

haiz

wat have i bcome..

my attitudes worse than ever

****

i don wana hurt others

wtf azri...

2009-06-25T23:37:00.003+08:00

i wana complain

E learning sux 2 the max

hate it sia

somore net so laggy

WTF la

dint do nything cos was jus

moodless..

did RJ only

was disapointed dint go catch movie

with josh n frens

was all ready

den last min canceld

...haizz

was down all the way

dad drove me n sis 2 eat at cwp

but mum dcided 2 eat at home

so went dere 4 nothing

den slept till 6+

woke up

showered

suddenly gt canadian pizza delivery

was quite surprised..

enjoyd pizza!!

haha

was cheered up again...

2day was a bad day

does looks really matters??

So Tired Of Waiting

2009-06-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

Ingredients...
The Forfeit:

1st time- Eat Marshmallows w/

Lime

2nd time- Eat Marshmallows w/

Satay Sos

3rd time- Eat Marshmallows w/

Satay Sos,

Drink Lime

4th time- Eat Marshmallows w/

Satay Sos,

Drink Lime,

Put Lime In Mouth Until Next Round

.....

A simple game of

1 to 7

Tats wat we played

we must shout out numbers 1 to 7

in order

Lose if we clash wit another person,

or be the last to shout.

Fun sia...

haha

Anyways....

all tat happend after our

so-called

BBQ

which took place at

Joshua's

N i mean in his house!

haha

our pit at rosewood condo

cant be used cos of the heavy rain

so we moved...

used Josh's kitchen to

fry the chickens

and grill fishballs n stuff...

Even tho it was nt like we plan

i can say tat the BBQ

was a SUCCESS!

getting 2 meet them was alrdy enough 4 me

unfortunately nt all came....

but its ok

......

Next weekend,

I HAVE A DATE!

haha

k watever...

playing pool wit TORZAI

shes a LOSER la...

rite ISABELLE??!

Make sure u plan ar!

.......

so ya..

looking forward 2 next week

but now

im gona play s.soccer

with

SHAKECREW

.......

LET ME FIND YOU,

BEAUTIFUL SOUL

And Today Is The 13th

2009-06-13T12:20:00.002+08:00

This Is Where We Went...

And Tats Me =)
13 Is His Number
So Pink

My Lovely Mum..

Labrador Park

so we went 2

henderson waves

floral walk

labrador park

it was all

randomly pland

n we jus went

haha

had lots of fun tho

my mum loves 2 laugh until she cries

..tot the waves were much longer

too short laa

BORING....

skipd DK 2day

sory 2 disapoint the crew...

but i no longer hav the interest

im left with floorball now

som1 askd me go clubbing

sory not interested

...will they even let me in??
haha

2009-06-12T00:02:00.003+08:00

Probably The Best Floorball GK In The World!!

from FINLAND which won world championship last year?

FLOORBALL CLINIC (year ones)

gona sleep alone again 2nite...

my bros in camp

biking camp

i wonder wat they do?

anyway

im feeling motivated

2 go floorball now

after tat floorball clinic

all i need is my own

floorball stick

n i'll be more motivated 2 go

cos...

1 floorball stick cost ard $100

n i wont wana waste tat money

by nt attending trainings

oh kay

so 2mrw

plan 2 cut hair!

top part!

the part which refused 2 stand!

haha

good nite ppl!

2009-06-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

k so...

currently

drawing some graffitis

which i dint do 4 such a long time

i hope my skills r not tat rusty

haha

wanted 2 wait till i get the pics of

the boys day out

but waited n waited

it nvr came

so here i am blogging

with no pics

these few days

been buying alot of things

cos theres sale evrywhere

haha

n 2mrw theres

floorball clinic

nt sure wats gona happen

hmm...

tis goes to som1

whos currently sick

even tho her mum don tink so

haha!

GET WELL SOON K! =)

hope to see my 4E2s soon...

SG FLYERS! Woo!

TORN

2009-06-06T23:58:00.002+08:00

MY CLASS + DUBAIan

The 2 Litter Officers

SMILE..

Tats Our Gang Sign

IM TORN
last nite/2day morning
was damn fun
tiring at the same time
so here goes,
ytd had bbq wit my classmates
1qtr dint came
hmm...
overall the bbq was quite boring
the atmosphere was worsen wen
2 of my classmates
were FINEd
****ing $300 EACH!
tats a total of $600!!
both were charged 4 LITTERING
WTH
HAIZ

moving on..
we made a new fren
who came from DUBAI
hes 21
a banker
n spending a few days here
in s'pore 4 a vacation
he left at ard 11pm

where we headed 2 our next destination
AMK on the last train
walked to
Chomp Chomp / R.K Eating House
(i havent saw tat area of singapore b4..haha)
where we had our supper
otw there
weird experiences encountered
by terry n farhan
..for me
got 1 part
wen all was quiet
joey was trying 2 teach me MANDARIN
while walkin
SUDDENLY
a dog in 1 of the houses barked
i was shocked n sprung sideways
hit joey! haha

k after supper
took a damn ****ing long walk
2 hougang
taxi drivers kept stoping by
tinking we needed a lift
farhan led the way
since he was familiar with tat place
reached MAC'D
n some took a nap
n i was the only 1 eating
BIG BREAKFAST
so we ton there

played catching
at 1 of the playgrounds there
there was
me
farhan
huixin
boxing
joey
so we playd on
n 1 of the game
i bcame the catcher
haha
farhan n boxing surrenderd
joey dint playd
so left with huixin
started chasing
n she was sliding down the slide
and i was like jumping from bhind her
but she suddenly stopd
SO,
end up
i knee her head
haha
SORRY HUIXIN
i got no emergency brake
combo sia you
voice gt problem
nose blocked
get a knee on the head
haha

k den
after all tat
went home!
slept in the double decker bus
reached home
showered
slept

currently feeling dizzy
bcos of the paint smell
yup, my house is halfway repainted
n i don like the colour
n im oso feeling hungry
soo...
gd nite ppl

2009-06-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

cant wait for 2mrw

W35R BBQ!

but the only thing is...

y west coast park??

haha

nvm la

1 week nvr meet them

i miss them

i hope 2 enjoy myself 2mrw

n do stupid stuff

like we used to do

haha

been hating myself lately

n im not v sure y....

hmmm....

tis holidayy seems to be damn

****ing BORING!

haha

sometimes it jus made me stare

at my lappy screen

w/o touching the mouse or keypad

wat i meant was jus staring at the wallpaper

haha!

WTH rite?!

n wen im bored,

i bcom hungry

luckily my mum brot home

KFC

[she alrdy fried some noodles]
so after kfc

ate noodles
n oso..

ate tis peanut thingy

sis brot home

all eaten n still hungry

...well...

since im bored

let me jus tell you wat im gona eat

NEXT!

nutella chocolate

cheese

on a piece of bread!

n im bored

...im also currently mad at my own hair

BCOS

it wont stand like it used to

fyi:
last time it used 2 stand

even if its longer than the length NOW

n im bored!

haha

In Life...

2009-06-04T00:09:00.003+08:00

HAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZ

SHIT

HAPPENS

HAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZHAIZ

I Need A Break

2009-06-02T23:39:00.005+08:00

This Is When Life

Gets Complicated

A quote from my mum,

when she was asking

her sons & daughters out:

Kalau korang maseh kecik2 lagy,

bole la mak bawak korang pegi Zoo

(Translation: If you guys are still young,

I can still bring you guys to the Zoo)

haha

me n my bro started laughng

HOLS ARE HERE

2009-05-31T22:05:00.002+08:00

All The Best to my frens

who are taking their

MT 'O' Levels paper

2mrw!

hope u guys studied hard enough

2day

was relaxing

went 2 grandmums house

den went ECP

had fun joking around with my family

ate dinner

headed back home

got a free printer/scanner

yes ar!

2mrw gona wake up early

having breakfast @ MacD!

Somehow

I Feel,

Everything I Do

Is Affecting The Other Party

The Wrong Way.

Is That True?

2009-05-30T22:34:00.004+08:00

once again

im feeling impatient

to get a bike license

haha

everytime im near the road

i'll stare at nice bikes passing by

but none can beat

my dream bike

DUCATI

848,

1098.

(see these,cool bunch of bikes)

k enough of bikes

2day

had 2 wake up at 5:45a.m

to go ECP

thers this

Futsal Unity Cup 09'

organized 2 raise fund

n i was one of the volunteers

who helpd run it

n we playd in the tournament as well

but unfortunately,

lost in the quarter-F

lost to a team

which got no sportsmanship!

nyway,after tat

one of the pakcik dere

sent me,malek,hamdi n adly home

in his car

since we were gonna hav dinner

at wdlds

had a great time laughing

at adlys "weird characters"

haha

embarassing sia...

..so, down with one event

alots more 2 go

in the mean time

i need to charge my battery

haha

n one more thing,

RP Floorball Men Team

is banned from court

Is That True??

If so, i can spend

my hols better

haha

GOODNITE =)

Right Here Waiting

2009-05-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

LIFE MOVES ON

everythng happend for a reason

....................................................

been very bz these days

apart from skool n floorball

im helping

2 run tis futsal comp

which takes place
next week

its for charity btw
2 help upgrade

a mosque

.................................................................

my mum

got a big present
for mothers day

a belated one i guess
but shes sure happy

.................................................................

my sis
jus got back from KL

n she got me n my bro

2 tops each

haha

she said she saw tis shirt

wit the no 13 printed

on it

n she was remindd of me!

n so she bot it

I WANA GO GENTING!

..................................................................

2mrws UT

n i dint revise at all

great...

................................................................

Pic above-

shirah drew tat 4 me

Putera Cypher!

haha

-currently addicted to music

-UPDATED!

[ HAIZ ]

2009-05-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

at last!

i got tis long sleeve shirt

from

TOPMAN

waited so long 4 it

so 2day

went 2 bugis wit

edz

asy

wal

(it was last minute actualy)

n did some

shopping of cos

i bot 3 tops

1 bangle

same bangle as wat wal bot

haha

kpo la wal!!

n so

enjoyd the day

n had a great tym laughng

at each others jokes

haha

we made alot of sin 2day

haiz haiz

2mrw gona start floorball again

n tis week got UT somore

but somehow

i have yet 2 feel

the urgency n importance

of UT

n bcos of tat

iv not revised for it YET!

i wana change my hp

but somehow i don feel the need to...

im starting 2 feel

NO LIFE

n whoever is uploading videos for me

Tanx eh lots lots!!

haha

uat susa2 jek...

2009-05-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

above is ANDY

the class

PAI KIA

he may look nice,but...

we wore

WHITE & BLACK

all tat

a total of 120 pics

was taken on friday

in RP

Building W3

Level 5

Class R

haha

yup

W35RoxX

n yes

I LOVE THEM ALL

about 2day

woke up

recieved sms tat

my cheque is in

so went 2 cwp SG

yes man!

$421.00

n after tat

rot at home

rot at home~

haiz

was damn bored

wanted 2 go Sg Flyers

2 watch motocross!!

but

my sis used car so

haiz

spoiler la..

so jus rot at home again....

som1 said tat

shes kind enough 2 video the event

n show me

Lets See If She REALY Did

haha

I'll be waiting in La La Land~

2009-05-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

below, 'unsuccessful jump shot' haha..

below was taken

after running from managers!!

haha.. stil remembered tat day

we let out our tots n

shared secrets

til 5 in the morning

haha

happy times

turns to memories

KANAK- KANAK

SEOUL GARDEN

aku akan rindu korang

ingat2 lah aku slalu ye...

haha

reason 4 quiting sg:

skool..

ig..

family..

frens..

skools fun but tiring

floorballs takin up much

of my time

i need time 4 family n frens too...

so its lyk

weekdays 4 skool n ig

n weekends r 4 family n frens

so skools fine

xcept tat i kept delayng my RJ

til late nite

ytd had 2 rush 2 civic mac

jus 2 finish it at 11+

haha

haiz

my classmates r getting bonded

too bonded

(if u know wat i mean)

haha

i jus wana say tat poly life

ROX MANN!!

im working hard

2 get back my stamina

floorball trainings helping alot

n i guess

no more gassy drinks 4 me...

haiz

sadded

COCA~COLA

i'll miss u...

haha

ENJOY LIFE

or jus live it bored

2009-05-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

floorball was damn tiring

floorball was damn fun

haha

learnt new moves

cat stretch

doggy stretch

was laughing all the way

with malek

during the last few exercises

wher all were alrdy exhausted

after tat

went dikir barat

it was like a cooling down session after

the PT

learnt to project our voices

use our voices from the stomach

Ah! Ee! Eh! Oh! Ooo...!

haha

W35R

gona wear black 2mrw

Men & Women In Black

damn shiok my class

take care armeeza

recover soon my fren

Going Back And Forth

2009-05-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

CURRENTLY

EATING CHOCOLATE CAKE,

DRINKING COKE

MISSING EVERYBODY

??

2009-05-09T00:01:00.002+08:00

y wasnt i hit by the car??

was crossing the road

otw home from RP

the green lights on

so i walked

i noticed

tis car was moving at high speed

and towards me

i realised it was not stoping

so i stepd back

n somehow almost kick the car

bcos it stopd jus 1cm infront of me..

haha

the driver raised his hand

(apology)

i stared back n

shouted vulgarities!

(apology not accepted)

......................................................

on thurs went 4 floorball trial

jus 1 hour

n i was breathing like a dog

haha

1st time BEEP test

managed til lvl 9.6

yea..

got thru to next selections

n made new frens

hamdi

malek

done with floorball

went 4 dikir barat trial

which was nt planed

jus go with the flow

haha

den playd soccer

gt a few bangla ppl

aiyoyo! haha

went home ard 9.30..

.....................................................

tis weekend

will be used to build up

stamina

n train with my sapau crew at the gym

haha

....................................................

GONA MISS MY PARENTS

THEY GO HONEYMOON!!

haha

TC all!!

2009-05-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

wassup people?

haha

here i am

my lifes kinda relaxing now

doing so fine~

studies fine~

healths fine~

..........................

weird dream i had

of her

haha

i guess tats wat i call a

sweetdream~

..........................

currently cant dcide

shud i go 4

floorball tryouts 2mrw?

shud i? shud i?

..........................

empty stomach

next destination: KITCHEN!! haha

TAKE GOOD CARE OF URSELF K

A Song To Sing

2009-05-01T23:23:00.004+08:00

ytd (30th)

was fun

but end up bad

real bad

met lepakcrew

4 awhile den

walkd back home

den

cycled to VPstreet

n played soccer

with shakecrew

played until

my left eye vision was

like blurred

ignored it

den

few seconds later

felt like blacking out..

haha

luckily dint..

after tat

lepak with BNcrew

tats wen i start

2 feel like vomitng

my bro accompanied me home...

den @ home

vomited 2x

haha

was like a drunk

struggled to finish RJ

haha

was jus 2 short paragraph

n i cudnt take it

so jus clickd on SUBMIT...

haiz

tot of scoring an A

but bcos of tat

i tink im gona get a C

wat a waste!!

..den took panadol

n slept

woke up few minutes later

vomited again

so i was like so damn hungry

cos iv thrown away all iv eaten

den..

2day

was forced 2 go grandmums house

4 a family gathering

even tho im sick..

haha

but being there actualy cured me

karaoke

food

drinks

jokes

...n i actualy sang la seyy

haha

but went it comes to the high2 pitch

i'll spoil the song

WHAT A DAY!!

In My Head

2009-04-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

im geting used to

RP life

but now

im spoilt for choices

...wat IG(interest group)

shud i join?

climbing..

biking..

floorball..

so...

those above are

the shortlisted ones

at the same time,

i hav 2 tink about

my job @ sg

tis whole week off again

im now getting

nearer n nearer

2 termination..

but i oso don wana

over-work myself

u see??

woo..

tis whole things

making me insane

...n so

im putting aside

some stuff in tis head of mine

i mean

those tat i shudnt

be tinking of now..

even tho its urgent..

..jus now

my classmates were

curiously asking me

y i suddenly emo

in class?

haha

my ans:

"where got emo? ..haha"

taking the easy way out

2009-04-25T23:44:00.002+08:00

so 2day

woke up @ 12

even tho the alarm

went off @ 7

haha

so, plan canceld

went 2 play

pool instead

with take'tong

had fun chating

with them cos

long time nvr meet n

they were so interestd

in my poly life experience

haha

they r in sec5 now

i jus hope

they do well in their Os

n get 2 join me in RP

or any other polys

nyway...

been browsing thru videos

on youtube

...sometimes i wished

tat i cud play

the piano

or the guitar

[ been wanting 2 learn guitar,

but no1s dere 2 teach me ]

haha

playing the piano on stage

dedicating a song

2 som1 i love

WOW!!

hw romantic can tat be??!

haha

but...

maybe i was not born

2 be a performer

[ but i love 2 sing my heart out ]

(tats thaqif on the piano)

2009-04-25T00:12:00.002+08:00

im officially sick

ulcers on my tongue

(so,no appetite 2 eat)

n blisters on my left foot

(from playing soccer)

n wounds on my right thigh

n right arm

(from falling off fence)

weathers 2 hot

makes my brain boil

workd myself 2 much

but stil

tinkng of goin cycling 2mrw..

haha

if not go exercise or watsoever

realised iv nt been doing so

for 2 long

..nt planing 2 go 2 the gym tho

haha

2weeks off sg n

the folowng week

only ask for

half a day

haha

hope i wont be terminated

lazy la...

Good News:

scored B for 1st module(enterprise)

and A for 2nd module(programming)

motivation 2 work harder!!

My Lifes Not Healthy.

How About Yours?

......................................

the song says it all...

Almost

2009-04-23T20:15:00.004+08:00

2days science topic

BLOOD

n was pissd off

with 1 of my classmate

anyway

im not the only 1 k

haha

after skool

went home

took a nap

skools fun but tiring

some things are never meant 2 be

maybe not for the time being

its okay =)

skools making me

wat i was b4

haha

hey hey

my hairs slowly

getting longer

im getting my

sideburns back ppl!!

haha

happy

btw,

happy bday 2 shidah!

wished her @ 12.30a.m

she was glad tat i rememberd

haha

*~TAKE LOADS OF CARE~*

???

2009-04-22T21:41:00.004+08:00

so 2day

a gerl from my class

msn-ed me

n apologize

cos of her

not-so-gd english

during ppt

n ask wether

i cud guide her

haha

of cos!

..k next stop

i cant trust

my eyesight nymore!

was otw back

n saw shawal

walked nearer

n saw shahril instead..haiz..

N N

this webcam thingy

evryones crazy over it

haha

jus nw

at home

accepted video call

n dint realise i was topless

haha

luckily it was a guy la

jason sshhs!

wooohhoo!!

the winds blowing cold&hard..

wish cud let out wats

in this heart

TAKE CARE LOVEDONES*

[ * **** ***, ******] =)

Smile Like You Mean It

2009-04-21T21:41:00.003+08:00

programming 2day

was tedious

hate it..

anyway

my contact list

suddenly boosted

haha

i was like

WOW!

if im nt with tis group

im with tat.

n if im nt with tat group,

im with the other group..

its cool 2 hav lots of frens,realy

haha

n my bros in RP too..

during class

they'll jus beep me

n we can meet

..jus nw

had lunch with

sarah,aidah,zann

my pri skoolmates

haha

we meet again..

HAIZ

however happy i can be

im stil waiting

for the change in my life

the 'sound' was like

calling me jus now

maybe the time will come

im not sure wen is it

nobody knows about

tis big step im gona take

no one shud

or shud they?

tis is 1 of the reasons

im glad 2 hav found you

you will not understand

btw.. photos were taken using webcam! =)

TAKE CARE VRYONE!

And So, It Begins

2009-04-20T19:59:00.003+08:00

skool 2day was great!

my are classmates

ALIVE!!

reachd skool @ 7.50am

class starts @ 8.30am

so guai rite..

i know.. haha

after skool met up with twotwos

(btw, twotwos a grp

of all races.haha.

but,we stil do racist jokes)

and finishd up RJ

ate early dinner wit them

n back home

met ashraf,

my pri skool bestfren

otw home

anyway....

heres 2 videos

of my wgs life!

these guys r my frens..

say watever u like,

cos im like them.. haha

dey r studyng hard for 'O's now

take care baby!

y do i tink of her all the tym?

2009-04-18T17:06:00.002+08:00

SL: Faaaatin!

ytd was fun la

especialy

HIP HOP JAM!

jump & dance 2 the music

haha

N N

found out

my classmates are

FUN!!

Yes Ar!

met raudah

after hip hop jam

wit some

mars band members

lepak for awhile

den sent raudah home! =)

[~ate my medicine~] =P

2009-04-16T20:55:00.004+08:00

tats my team no.

a group

of silence...

but they r a bunch of

decent-nonsense guys & gals

haha

but soon

gona be seperated

in2

our actual classes

jus hope

i get 'ALIVE' classmates

n not 'DEAD' ones...

2mrws orientatn

gona end at nite

HIP HOP JAM!

lookin forward 2 it

but wished i cud skip

the class thingy part

.............................

[ ~waiting for the taking~ ]

i miss you

every now & then

gona lepak now...seeya!

2009-04-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

RP orientatn was ok

jus now

was in the same grp

as lydia

enjoyed the day

tho it was so hot

to be continued

2mrw..

......................................

haiz

sadded

cos another kitten

of my fren died

one died a few days ago

n now another

chimp & dotdotdot

goodbye~

....................................

you changed my life

i thank you 4 tat

contented

absence..

makes the heart

grow fonder

See Ya~

2009-04-11T23:15:00.002+08:00

Fam OutingOvernitePicnic @ ECP

2D 1N..

fun outing with fam

tho not all came

bbq

fishing

swimming

n many more

my uncle caught

an eel

n i thot it was a snake...

haha

ate roti caota

n i ate alot during this outing

nt sure y..haha

.................................

?FADE?

..................................

?Letz Juz Be Frenz?

2009-04-10T02:17:00.000+08:00

i wud like 2 thank

auntie Cindy!

cos she helpd me

wen i was struggling

washing the sg stove parts

haha

anyway

nothing much happened

tis week

jus been going 2 bugis

a few times

searching 4 long sleeves shirts

but 2 no avail

haiz

thanks ICE (iskandariah)

shared my thots

with him

n he somehow

adviced me

n helpd clear my mind

sometimes

its good 2 listen

2 others opinions

it makes you

tink twice

2mrw,

i mean later

goin ECP

picnic with fam!

its been so long

haha

looking 4ward 2 it..

take care guys&gals

2009-04-08T04:28:00.001+08:00

2009-04-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

i wan tis top!! haha

MERDANDY

bar & cafe

tats where i went

with x-seoul garden

n swensen's fren

total of ard 8 person

SISHA-ed

after tat

went 2 bugis

survey clothes

wanted 2 buy tis topman top

offer for 2 piece but

my fren no size

dint buy

jus took a pic of it

haha

den

played arcade

ate ice cream

train-ed back 2 wdlds

met

Raudah

Ayuni

Nizam

so sory guys, i was late

just wanted 2 see them

tats all

haha

sent raudah home

played with her

cats & kittens

she was as cute as the kittens

vice versa

haha

(refer 2 the last pic)
...den,

smthng embarrassng happened...

haha

skip!

................................

2day!

monday

went out with eldest sis

ate Sakura @ FarEastPlaza

den

SHOPPING!

she kept saying,

"okay tis is the last piece im gona buy.."

but end up

buying 3 tops n

1 bottom

i bot only 1 top

n a few more things

haha

was fun shopping with her

dad fetched us home

@ cwp

tats all tat happened!!

take care vryone

Enjoy Life!

2009-04-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

lookin thru pics

on my com

i found this

a pic of

my HARO bike

its been 7months?

tat i last rode it

my bro lent it 2 his fren

but now its nowhere

2 be found

sadden..

this bike went thru alot

with me

haha

will jus keep thos memories

n move on..

...................................

(self-reflected)

shud take care of my own life

b4 moving on 2

taking care of others

but tats me

willing 2 sacrifice

jus 2 see others hapy

how can i change

tats how i am

but it always ends the same way

im the unhappy 1

.................................

haha

nyway

my mum cooked fried maceroni 2day

b4 goin MY with my dad

n my siss upgrade it

by baking it

with cheese!!

haha

loves it

listen 2 this song,

its nice,

run by christopher

IS bring ME sisha pls...

2009-04-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

slowing down now

working fewer days

need 2 prepare myself 4 poly

seriously

tis poly thing

is like

making me nervous

i mean

startng 2 study again

n projects

lessons

lectures

im realy not ready yet

im not

so sure about

having 2 work @ the same time
surely cant cope

but wen tinking of quiting

i'll miss workin..

haiz

haha

fickle minded

but

im lucky 2 hav

my skool

n workplace

near 2 my house!

...............................

nyway

these few days

i felt as if somethings

missing

wat is it?

i dono

haha

been tinking bout it tho...

but cudnt find the ans

...........................

n n

congrats 2

Anshari Bin Kadir

who won

3rd place in 100m

1st place 4x100m boys

1st place 4x100m cca

WOW!

AN! baek kepe!

jealous aku

credits 2 my

adiZERO!

haha

AN owes me a drink!

heeh

how do you sleep?

2009-04-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

Ate @

Seoul Garden

with:

Jannah

Ita

Noreen

Siti

....................

yup..

im the only male!!

haha

we were the

1st customer!!

surprised managers

i told them

i cant work 2day

cos iv got a plan

haha

.............................

nyway..

iv not received

my pay!

YET...

always delay

alamak!

spoils my day

tinking of it la

........................

enjoyd the food

startd eating @ 12

Ended eating @ 4+

we were so damn full

speaking of full,

reminds me of fool

yup

2daes april the 1st

FOOL-ed

Jannah & Siti

haha

suppose 2 meet @ 11.30

but i called them

saying iv arrived

@ 10

haha

they rushed

but,

knowing tat siti

lives @ Haogang

i dcided 2 tell the truth la

haha

pity her rite..

N N

iv been FOOL-ed

too

by som1s blog...

Raudah's tat is

cos read her blog

immediately

after i woke up

it opened my eyes

haha

but realised

iv been

FOOL-ed

im a fool man...

n 2day dcided nt 2 fetch som1

cos

realised

iv been going home late

2o often now

pity my mum

tats always worried bout me

LOVES YOU MUM!! =)

sory syg..haha.gler

U cAn HaV wAtEvEr U lIke~

2009-03-31T02:36:00.000+08:00

BEST Dessert Ever Had!
4E6 Gang

Raudah & Me

......................

picture speaks a thousand words

had lunch

@ home

(mcspicy)

went down

2 BREEKS

n eat dessert

with 4E6 gang

after tat met

raudah&frens

study @ RP

.......................

tis post

is short&sweet

cos im having

headache

suddenly

gona rest now!

gona eat

PANADOL

now..

haha

hope i'll be alrite

by 2mrw

i mean 2day,

after i sleep

haha

cya!

2009-03-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

haiz

don feel lyk

working 2day

but none wana replace me

so tired la

jus wana hav

a break

with my frens

@ rp

playing soccer

its been so long

so long

miss them

no call no show??

haiz

dono la...

..................

n so

accepted reality

once again

haha

may the rain

wash all the pain away

......................

2 weeks

2 start of poly?

wo..

last time i hoped

it came sooner

but nw

im hoping

it starts later

haha

................

Bring On The Rain!!

2009-03-28T01:52:00.000+08:00

seriously

i miss drawing

realised

tat its been so long

tat i last

hold a pencil

and sketch

hope tat my skills

hav nt vanished

..................

been busy

tis days

either working

or outing

with raudah & frens

nvr miss a day

n so

im exhausted

..................

i wana play

street soccer

with

TKT & others

miss u guys

haha

bye~

tinkin'

rindu-ing

2009-03-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

Raudah!!

a person

im currently close with

always hapy!

n i like tat!

haha

2 me

tats her uniqueness

shes so CUTE!!

haha

..........

so,

on wed

sent & fetched

raudah from work

haha

so romantic rite rite!

on bicycle

n it was raining

wen i fetchd her

haha

i was glad

tat i made her smile

i love 2 see her smile la!

got wet in the rain

with her

1st time

i got tat wet seyy

haha

but

tanx raudah

4 the wonderful xperience

realy!

it made me smile

all day long

jus tinkin of it!

Love you raudah

jus as a fren!

........

jus look

how close

frens can be,

rite raudah! =)

...........

coming soon!

later!

Wooo...

haha

o'Oh

2009-03-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

hoping tat

som1 can sing

me 2 sleep 2day..

haha

tired from work

2mrw

start @ 1o somore

but tis week i workng

half-day

evryday

nice one..

haha

but off on wed n friday

friday goin out

wed i dono

maybe i go cycle alone

den emo @ the beach

haha

emo as in self-reflect la

.....

"kekasih yg dulu hilang

kini dia tlah kembali pulang

akan ku bawa dia terbang

damai bersama bintang"

......

my version:

"kekasih yg dulu hilang

kini dia tlah kembali pulang

akan ku bawa dia terbang

pegi kedai membeli barang"

......

haha

try it urself

edit lyrics

fun sia

haha

actualy

my bro frens tot me tis game

cos tat day we torn until 7am

ntg 2 do

so we sang all nite!

haha

take care

2 all the ppl

i once knew!!

haha

wat happend?

2009-03-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

went out

with family @ 6

had dinner

at ChaiChee?

haha

i like the food there

after eatng

saw a beautiful

complete rainbow

(usualy its coverd by clouds

or wat,u no i no)

haha

it disappeard

after a few mins

next stop

marina barrage!

went there walk2

cam-whored

k den

next stop

changi beach!

did ntg there

jus stopd 2 go toilet

den went off

HOME

i slept otw

damn tired

been sleepng late

lately...

tis pic below,

shows

hw pretty

the nite sky was

BEAUTIFUL YOU

2009-03-21T02:20:00.000+08:00

iv been hanging out

with many grps of ppl

lately

n all of them r damn fun!

haha

firstly..

these 3 ladies

ayuni,

lost since p3.

raudah,

lost since p6

shidah,

lost since p6.

NOW FOUND!!

haha

ate @ sakura

their workplace

on 19March..

went with

raudah

ayuni

shidah

meeza

amir

nizam

zuraidi

admiralty park
otw home

20March

is my sis bday!

hapy bday sis

may all ur wishes come true..amin

she got 2 cakes la seyy..

both ice cream cake

(n I'M JEALOUS!)

haha
so..

here she is

Nurhasyimah Binte Ad'nan

1st cake(pink Choc)

2nd cake(Durian)aprilia bike model

my present 4 her

cos she haven

gt her moto license

haha

a watch

from mum,eldest sis,bro n dad

i bet its expensive

(need 4 person sponsor..haha!!)

also

2day i went bowling!!

with my ex-skoolmate

they gt 1 week holiday!

(i hav Lots more frens than this)

haha

the rest

"attitude"

haha

anyway

we playd arcade

while waitng 4 bowling

after tat

went 2 marsiling

2 eat

den went cwp

saw shidah on the bus!

haha

went cwp

den lepak with sg members

while the rest go home

wei han n his weird "skills"

brothers

scoreboard

with funy names

which includes:

satay boy(an)

(our fathers names)

contraband(wei han)
tulangman(min)

anjing liar(angelia)

illegal immigrant(wei han)

warrior adnan(azri)

kampong boy(an)

Rapist(faiz)

hercules(min)

n other weird stuffs!

haha

the rankings:

faiz

azri

(lost 2 faiz by 1 point)

min

(lost 2 min by 1 point)

angelia

weihan

yana

surely had fun 2day

nites all!

more stars!

2009-03-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

New Seoul Garden Member: Khairul

did maintenance on 16th

actualy pland 2 end @ 3a.m

but finishd earlier

@ 1a.m tat is

so..

our manager dcided 2 giv us

taxi fare

haha

so we decided 2 torn!!
the bad thing we did...

we LIED to
our caring managers

we told them we reached home

but we were lepak-ing

haha

Hmm...

2009-03-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

WGS CARNIVAL

my ex-skool organized

a fund raising fun fair

students set up stalls

n dere was a concert

held in the hall

HIP-ROCK

featuring

SLEEQ

RICHARD JANSEN

KAY SWISHA & SUPREME ONE

HELVEN

FANTASTIC KIDZ

my personal favourite

LAST EYESIGHT aka DEAR DIARY

btw,

the pic above is

afiq ario from

last eyesight

spent most of the time in the hall

the rest wasnt realy interestng

at all

haha

went 2 banquet 2 eat after tat

den went home

tired la

cos ytd ton

chat with raudah

till 5? 6?

so now i know

haha

cos realy cant sleep

den took a nap

woke up @ 9

for the fun fair

k la

ROCK ON!!

2009-03-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

Friday The 13th

its my day

2days happenings:

my sis

passed bike test ytd

so 2day

went bike hunting

hmm..

my mum

seems 2 be discouraging me

of owning a bike license

even tho she knows

im lookin forward 2

owning 1

im not into cars

bikes r better

bcos im a biker boy

nt a car boy

haha

N N

my mum bot a tv hp

thos ppl call "china phone"

haha

nice hp

can watch tv

8mp camera

but

stil waiting 4 my hp

haha

met a few monkeys 2day

so,

enjoy the pics!!

my sis's choice..CDR 150

1 of my choices..Aprillia..damn ex
like father, like son..
he rode lots of bike b4.
don play play!
monkeys!
commiting suicide?? haha..

so now

i hav my own labtop

easier 2 edit pics

haha

byeBYE~

18. The Legal Age

2009-03-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

11march was meeza's bday
was fun celebratng meeza bday
celebrated wit..
raudah,ayuni,nizam n amir
1st time since 4yrs
tat i met raudah
n dint tot i had 2 wait for almost 2hrs
b4 i finaly get 2 meet her
haha
nyway,met tis weird malay guy
while waiting 4 the rest
was about 1.30
(supposed 2 meet @ 1)
i was tired standing
so i went 2 sit near the bicycle racks
tis guy walkd 2 me askng 4 lighter.wait
Do I Look Like A Smoker??
n so,he startd talkin 2 me
bout his job as a security grd
den bout geting motor license
den bout SEX
the last part i wasnt realy hearing
HAHA!!
i was so "dono wat 2 say"
k end of tat part...haha

met the rest ard almost 3...
but luckily im patient
haha
walkd 2 cwp n end up eatng pizzahut

kk..
den den
went 2 vivo
amir brot meeza up
blindfolded
n we surprised her
wit a bday cake
haha
lalala...

meeza n bf left

ate LJS

went home...

i was the champion for

...The "Finger" Game..

haha

which we playd on 963

hope tat i can see them again

so friendly

AND

todays story

got a LABTOP!

waited for a year

n finally got 1..

ACER aspire 4937

so now

jus waiting 4 a new hp =)

Raudah & Ayuni:

I haven't changed my hp wallpaper

haha

just look no tries?

2009-03-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

today

early in the morning

woke up 2 c my dad go 2 werk

8+am went to shower

gt ready 2 go RP

4 enrolment

was excited

so walked my mum 2 bustop

i gt into RP

n she took bus 2 yishun

i met edzuan

walkd into the glass door

noticed ppl alrdy Q-ing up

the Q was like so long sia...

so jus Q la

hmm...k ntg happen next but!!

i wana say tis

RP enrolment was not organized PROPERLY!

imagine wanting to go station 4

u follow the Q

but end up in station 3??

WTF

its nt even orientation yet

but we alrdy c the flaws of tis skool

edz n i was like,

"y are we in this skool??!"

n dere were so many parents complainng..

haiz

my future skool?

im fated 2 be here...

wat2dooo....

haha

N N

at the photoshoot

edz n i decided nt 2 smile

cos

we wantd 2 remember

how we felt 1st-time in RP

haha

edz face

cant take it..haha

Kk..

so finally its over

wen 2 play pool after tat..

contact others but were BZ

so jus me n edzuan went

i won 5 games!!

he won 3 games!!

haha

hapy hapy

hes quite gd actualy..

but my luck..

"someone was scoldng him"

haha

wen home after tat..

2mrws meezas bday..

wat2buy~ wat2buy~

2 my dearest fren,sophia

work hard k! save up!

going overseas

sure fun rite..

but 2 yrs later?

wait long2..haha

mus work hard k

hope things go the way u planned

jus remember

i'll be here 4 u k..

all the best

-shorty =)

weird weird

2009-03-07T14:23:00.000+08:00

random pics @ Marina Barrage

sunset. me n jannah

all of us

nad took tis

All wet.. haha

Zul, azri, Fydi

On Friday, 6March

went out with my seoul garden workmates!

was fun

1st time outing with them

hmm

all of them are atleast 1 yr older than me

but they treat me the same

as 1 of them

cool rite

haha

Me, Noreen, Nadiah, Jannah, Zul

Abg Hazri N Azri!

names almost the same but we don look alike

haha

hes the eldest of us all

but hes fun

n the most caring i know

headed 2 marina square

ate pizzahut

met Fydi dere

we were like the noisiest grp dere

n 1 of the waitress was blushing wen serving us,

bcos of abg haz weirdness

haha

done eatng

headed 2 marina barrage

as soon as we reachd

started cam-whoring

a total of 50+ pics on each cam

n dere were 3 cams

so deres about 150+ pics

haha

after tat went home!

Online 4 awhile

den sleep...

ZZzzZZzz

...pics too big la...

sory

next time adjust

Soon Soon

2009-03-01T19:19:00.000+08:00

Will It Be MINE??

Wan it so bad..

waited lyk 1month for this hp to be released in S'pore

Now tat its Finally here...

I WANT IT!!

Been Doing ntg 4 the last few daes

Nvr go gym.

Workin v little

Haiz..

i guess im jus bored of HOLs..

Just Look, No Tries

2009-02-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

Retarded Ghost

Emo Kid! haha..

(Edited)

(Actual)

HAHA!!

Still a Shorty..

All the above was taken on

FRIDAY THE 13

The Next Day Was

VALENTINES DAY

But Sadly No Date.

Haha

Workin On Valentines Day Sux.

Lots of couples coming in to dine.

Young Ones, Old Ones..

N tat day was damn Busy.

Seoul Garden Exceeded Its Sales Target.

below Is New Year Pics~

celebrating 8years of FRIENDSHIP

n some photos on new Year!!

i know its kinda late..

Lots of happenings these days..

startd goin 2 gym..

goin out more often..

workin lesser n lesser...

getting more tired but less sleep..

hmm..

cant wait

2009-01-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

WENT to West Coast Park!!

Loves My Hair Now..

Sis's Shades. Bro's Cap

The 4 Siblings

Me Sis N Mum

Haha!! Spoils Her Pic..

This was all on Saturday, 17 Jan 09

See Ya..

2009-01-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

My blog suffered a coma for 2 years..haha
Now jus blog cos im damn bored
Lookd at my previous posts..
There'll always be smthng about tat som1 in every post
haha
funy
realised how childish i was last time
hmm..
My life has changed
Not tat much tho
Waiting for result of which poly im gona go
Most probably RP.
Im nervous
But excited
Gona Make new frens
New life
But jus Hoping tat i wont 4get the past
I mean, my frens.
thos who made me wat i m 2day.
not sure wen im gona blog again.
maybe next 2 years?? HAHA
...im stil searchng
lookng 4 som1
som1 tat will always be bside me
cos im F-ing lonely
jealous of all thos couples
having som1 tat may jus make u smile 4 no reason
som1 2 share ur tots with
som1 2 hug wen ur sad
som1 2 look at wen u feel bored
som1 2 take care of
som1 2 share ur love with
som1 2 spend time with
i know theres som1 4 me out there
..talkng bout tis.
i realised i was once a useless bf.
haha
childish
nvr understandng
acompanied her only once in a while.
haha.
so,my wish...
2 find tat special som1..
n also 2 study well in poly.
whichever poly i go,doesnt make any diff
like my teacher said.
if you're strong enough
n not easily influenced by others
surely u can do well.
haha..
but im not tat strong tho.
surely influenced one
2 all my sec5 frens, study hard n score 4 Os..
2 thos going poly or JC,all the best n hope u guys get wat u want

2007-10-06T13:22:00.000+08:00

She wished me sweet dreams.
And i had one last night.
Unexpecting to have those kinds of dreams again.
Since quite long.

EOY is almost over.
And It Feels Good.
Fasting month is coming to an end too.
Did ok for my EOY.
Only Amaths and Pure Physics.
Hope Pure Chemistry and DNT will be easy.
Of course it wont.
Happy To See Everybody well.
Seems like everyone have no more problems.
Haha..

Yesterday night.
Played soccer.
Long time never play.
Played at Tekong Park till the lights went off.
Hang around with my friends.
Reached home before 11.
Washed up and went to sleep.

And Enjoyed A Sweet Dream

2007-09-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

FINAL MATCH BEFORE FASTING MONTH>>
TAKE-TONG 11-3 ACE SQUAD

i dint play quite well actualy.
jus enjoyd the match.
had fun seeing my team SCORE!!
HAHA..

becoming more complicated these days.

haiss...

can it be solved, no?

but how shud i handle this?

will it end?
will it end?
will it end?

.........................................................

going phil again??
maybe.
or padang?
most probably phil.
but.
shud i?
hmm.....
or maybe jus stay overnite under water? =D

2007-09-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

my mood to study suddenly came n
i was calling n smsing so many ppl...
only v few went.
met dan and aliff at bns n we went 2
the library.
reach there, realised brot wrong book.
emaths 3A. wth.
so, ntg 2 do.
tot wana do maths hmwk,den wrong bk.
calld haziq.
we go LAN gaming at wld mart.
playd CS..
BATTLEFIELD 2..
Ya, had fun!
CS, we playd knife fight, sniper fight.
haha...
after tat we hungry.
dan wan go buy chicken.
so, reachd cwp cold storage.
each bot one honey 'grazzed'? chicken steak.
ate as we walkd to bus int.
took 911, dan 901, aliff 900. haziq took cab.
v tired.
go home wanted 2 rest.
den at the one stop b4 my house dere gt this malay woman.
two person gt down from the bus
this malay woman change seat.
dere was a wallet on the floor on the bus
a malay gerl,about the same age as me,older abit la...
she lookd at me n askd me 2 run n gv back the wallet.
so,i tink 4 a second, "hmm.... shud i help?"
of cos i shud..
so, i took the wallet ran 2 the 2 person who jus got down.
WTH!! both said it wasnt theirs.
so, took a look in the wallet.
ic pic.a woman face with scarf (malay woman)
i lookd back.
the bus was alrdy moving.
the chinese woman told me 2 report 2 the police.
AND i tink again, "police.... v troublesome.."
so i lookd at the back of the ic.
gt address.
it was around 7.
tot my family haven gt back home.
so.ntg 2 do.
walkd n find BLK XXX #XX-XXX.
i wasnt wearng specs.
all the blks, i cant c from far.
so wear specs.
n start searchng.
i walkd from evergreen sec 2 near RP.
was damn tired sia...
the blks was lyk so long...
XX1....

XX2...

XX3....

XX4....

XX5....

XX6...

XX7....

XX8....
Finaly....XX8...
Gt Up the blk.
search 4 the door no.
n I FOUND IT!!!
Hoo...Wooo...
Tired sia...
a boy opend the door.
n i returnd the wallet.
TA-DA!!!
BADBOY save The Lady!
Heee....
Im Proud Of Myself!

Have No Fear, Badboy is here.

atleast im A HERO 2 myself.
n i saw lots of cash in it, but dint take it.
so.. ya, jus proud of myself.

Good Night EveryOne =)

2007-08-31T18:43:00.000+08:00

wats hapening?
my days are so fuckng quiet
wat m i 2 do
headache
pain
hw long this will last?
tinking of tat fuckng gerl
hating her so much
aah...
i shudn care nymore
i hav my own life
y shud i care bout hers
so many things in my head
im startng 2 feel pain again?
huh?
wth hapend
im nt okay
so alone
y care bout nybody wen i m nt cared

haizz............

2007-08-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

ytd was out from morning till late.
went to xing juans house with ameng to do phy project,
but ended up looking at her photos n was bored.
wasted an hour there.
after tat met edz, mel, torzai, n hazwani in the library.
they doing pro oso..
me, edz n ameng went 2 eat at banquet.
n we came back, the rest go home alrdy.
so we sat down 4 awhile.
wana do emaths.
but dint know wat qns need 2 do.
so.went 2 cwp.
look2.
prank call lots of ppl.
haha. edzs idea.
while waiting 4 sophia 2 be back,
we went 2 joshs house playd 360 n com.
n had a realy bad headache.
long tym nvr play game.
halo2 made me dizzy...
it was around 7.
took a cab 2 sops condo.
went up.
edz gt a shock!
felicia came out n edz tot it was sophia!
haa..
sophia WAS SLEEPING....ZzZzzZZzz......
she quickly gt ready.
n we went down.
its been a long tym tat i last swam..
gt in the pool.
find tat the water was a bit too cold.
n nt long after tat.
I WAS FREEZING....
sat on the chair. shaking...
haha...
after tat.
sop went up 1st.
edz n i go into the saona, the hot room.
n we plan 2 dry our shorts b4 going out.
n he suddenly askd me a shocking qn,
tat i nvr imagine he would ask.
so, i ansd him.
HAPPY NOW THAN BEFORE.
:)
we went up.
n was hungry.
sops big sis walkd in w her bf.
n we walkd 2 mac'd.
had a burger.
n receivd a call.
went home on edzs dad car.
he was a nice dad.
reachd home.
qn n ans session.
my mum was angry.
askd alot.
but i knew she was just concern
I LOVE HER.
she was worried.
n i jus answer her qns...
no lies..
i hate lies..
cos i learnt tat one lie wud lead to another....
so i tried my best never 2 lie.
washd up.
n sleep.

suddenly so. . . .
is it wrong of me. . .
happy. . . . .

2007-08-18T13:34:00.000+08:00

BORED BORED DAY IS TODAY!!!

nothing 2 do..
dear diary performing 2day..
but, nvr go..
decided not 2..
wanted 2 rest..
after the common tests..

i'm startng 2 miss having somone by my side.
who i can talk to.
share my problems with.
atleast someone who cares bout me.
someone who i can spend time with.
so, i wont get bored.
may not be a close fren.
JUST someone who i can talk to.
cos i may hav alot of problems now...

n im starting 2 hate my songs.
those in my hp.
haha!!
dono why...
sick of it.

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Realy nothing 2 do...
i wan go sentosa!!!
=P

and err..
yesterday i gt a Dream!!
haha!!
i dream of someone i met on national day..
hmm...haha..
of cos. a gerl la!!

Girls Are Polluting My mind..
i mean i kept tinking of them in my head..
i wan my own self BACK!!!!
i tinking im no longer me..
Or ive change TOO MUCH...

*hungry* ...Hee...

2007-08-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

EnGlIsH TeSt WaS RuShInG FoR TiMe.
GeOg WaS OuT Of MeMoRy.DoNo HoW To ExPlAiN AnD StUfF.
AfTer 2Nd ReCeSs, DuRiNg PhYsIcS LeSsOn.
A MaLaY TeAcHeR ToOk OvEr.ShE WaS LiKe ArIfF SiS.
I MeAn LoOkS As If ShEs A SiS Of ArIfF.
ShE DiNt CaRe WaT We DiD.
N I TuRnEd My Hp SpEaKeR To FuLl BlAsT.
N WaS SiNgiNg SoFtLy. hAhA..
SkOoL EnDeD.
ThReW CaRdBoArDs ArOuNd.
AnD UnLuCkY ArIfF WeNt InTo OuR ClAsS,
I ThReW OnE AnD HiT HiS FoReHeAd.
MaRkSmAn!!
HeAd ShOt!!..
HaHa. Of CoS, sAiD SoRy La.
At MuSiC RoOm.
ClOsEd ThE DoOr WhIlE HaKiM WaS PeEpInG InSiDe,
So..
HaHa!!
HiiT HiS HeAd.
TaTs 2 HeAdS I HuRt ToDaY!
HaHa..
FiNiSh CoNfErEnCe.
MeT WiTh ThE ReSt.
DiD SoMe trAiNiNg..
WeNt OuTsIdE SkOoL.
PlAyD SoCcEr WiTh RoNaLfIaNo.ErIkA.
ThE ReSt Nt SuRe Of the NaMeS.
I PlAyEd V Gd.
UsEd My TaKrAw SkIlL MoRe ThAn SoCcEr.
FlIp AnD kiCkD.
AlMoSt ScOrEd.
DaMn NiCe!! ThE WaY i KiCkEd.
ShOwEd OfF!!! HeEe...

GoT HoMe!! By 6+..
EaT , ShOwEr N StuFf...
StUdY AbiT...

2007-08-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

HeYy WaTs Up EvErYOdY.?!

HeEhEe.

I'm FiNe,

EnJoYnG ThEsE DaYs TaT PaSt ToO FaSt.

EvEn WhEn EnJoYiNg MySeLf,

ThErEs SoMe ThOtS ThAtS On My MiNd.

ThEsE ThOtS..

I WuD LoVe To TyPe It OuT.

BuT,I DoN't MeAn To AfFeCt NyOnE.

BuT, I'm SuRe. iT WiLl.

AnD I ShUd Be SoRy,To MaKe YoU TiNk Of It.

NO...I WoNt PoSt ThIs.

YES...I WiLl. [chosen]

So, hErE It GoEs.

I'vE MeT MaNy GeRlS.

AnD HoNeStLy. I AdMiRe MaNy Of ThEm.

JuS LiKe I AdMiRe ThIs OnE SpEcIaL GeRl.

YoU KnOw WhO YoU ArE.

I HaVe KnOwN HeR FoR AlmOsT ThReE YeArS NoW.

AnD We WeRe BeSt FrEnS.

We WeRe MoRe ThAn ThAt,ThAt WaS DeN.

TiMe FlIeS.

EvErYtHiNg ChAnGeS.

BuT, oNe ThInG DiNt ChAnGe.

I SeRiOuSlY NeEd HeLp.

BuT. i KnOw, nO-oNe CaN.

ThE PrObLeM LiEs In MySeLf.

OnE SiMpLe PrObLeM.

ThE ThOtS Of HeR Is StUcK In My HeAd, oR,

ShUd I SaY. HeArT.

I'm SoRrY.

I'vE WaStEd YoUr TiMe WiTh Me.

I'vE WaStEd My ChAnCe.

I KnOw YoU GaVe Me ThAt ChAnCe.

AnD I ReGrEt.

YoO SaId YoU'd WaIt.

BuT,I'M NoT GoNa GrOw Up.

MaYbE I WiLl, NoT SuRe WhEn.

BuT, ThE ThInG Is ThAt.

SoMeHoW, I NeEd YoU.

MaYbE As A FrEn. MaYbE As MoRe ThaN ThAt.

ThIs Is A NeVer EnDiNg StOrY.

YoU HaVe YoUr OwN HeArt.

Of CoS I No ThAt.

YoU MaY HaVe OtHeR NaMeS In It.

I DoN't KnOw.

I CaNt GeT WaT I WaNt Jus Lyk TaT.

AnD I'm ReAlY CoNfUsInG MySeLf.

BeCoS I'm RuNiNg AwAy FrOm YoU.BuT,

I'm TeLlInG MySeLf ThAt I WaNt YoU.

NoW YoU No WaTs My PrObLem.

I'm BeCoMiNg ScArEd Of YoU.

I WaNt To Be BaCk To YoU.

NoT So SoOn.

MaYbE AfTeR I'vE LeArnT.

AnD OnE MoRe ThInG.

Do YoU kNoW TaT,

I StIl HaVe ThOsE DrEaMs.

I StIl ReMeMbEr,tHoSe DaYs, AnD TiNkInG To MySeLf TaT I CuD HaV TrEaTeD YoU BeTeR.

I MiSs ThOsE DaYs.EvEn ThOu,

ItS UsElEsS TiNkInG Of It NoW.

I OwE YoU A HuG.

AnD I HoPe YoU'lL FeEl It.

BuT, PlEaSe AfTeR NoW.AfTeR ReAdInG ThIs.

DoNt LoOk At Me In A DiFf WaY.

TrEaT Me As YoUr FrEn.

I'm SoRrY.

I'vE NeVeR LeT YoU Go.

2007-08-12T13:41:00.000+08:00

TKT LOVES TO ENJOY...
while we were training[pull-ups, dips n more.. =) ]

UP TO THE MONKEY BAR..

WE WERE OSO DOING OTHER THINGS>>

FUN THINGS!!

THIS WAS ON 06 AUG..
TKT MONKEYS..

2007-08-12T13:03:00.000+08:00

see hw tired i was on the nite b4..
the rest are on the day itself.

left to right>> NaNa (my couzin), me, alif (my bro), khairul (my couzin), shima (my sis).

lights of the NITESS

YUMMYS...

Mr & Mrs Bride

My Kampong Days In Malaysia. Kempas, i tink...

my couzin gtng married..

the mrs bride!!

lazy to type..

hee..enjoy the pics...

dono hw to arrange the pics..

haha..sorry for any inconvinience caused..

i'll be blogging aft stoppin for awhile..

no time..

2007-07-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

haiz..
my fren feeling v bad.
the gerl he tot, was perfect for him, is avoidng him.
he jus wana no the reason for the gerl to avoid him.
he told me tat he was v upset with her.
ignoring his smses..
haiz..
n his blaming himself tat he may hav done smthng 2 cause ths 2 happen..
felt realy bad for him.
1st tym he lookd so serious becos of a gerl.
..hope he will get over it.

...wat sophia said was rite.
a guys job is 2 chase after a gerl,
n its the gerl who make the decision 2 either reject or accept.
isnt tat unfair??
haiz.
if the boy is acceptd,he may live happily for quite sometym
if hes rejectd.it cud be a nitemare 4 him.n the pain may jus last 4ever.
y isit so hard 4 a gerl 2 accept a guy?
i somtyms tink tat the guys r v poor thing.
but,i may be wrong.
gerls may feel the pain 2 somtyms, rite?
...i guess tats the world of .."LOVE"??
haiz.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*

n hes feeling stuck again.
he feels as if he cant move on.
y does he feel tat way?
he nos the reason.
its all bcos of her.
but,hes trying hard 2 change 4 her.
he realy wans her.
he feels gd with her around.
he lyks it wen she pinchd her,tho it may hurt.
he jus feels hapy at the sight of her.
wen he spends tym with her.
hearing her voice.
cycling with her.
it jus makes him 4get bout everythngs tat happening around him.
hes problems may jus be gone.
the whole world doesnt matter wen shes around.
its jus a special feeling.
it made him smile.
it made him laugh.
its jus the perfect world 4 him,he tot.
but it may nt be 4 her.
haiz..
no one may understand wat hes feeling now.
no one wud.
haiz.....

*~*~*~*~*~*~*

realy enjoyng all tat tyms we had 2gether.

take care

badboys feeling the pain of wat people calld "LOVE"

2007-07-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

*~TKT=>> TAKE-TONG. /// WiLd BoYs

*~BADBOY13 N RICO

*~HAREZKY~ NiCe HaiR.

*~HAREZKY

*~THE CAGE FIGHTERS~*

ANDERSON, BADBOY, HAREZKY.

*~THA CAGE FIGHTERS~*

ANDERSON, BADBOY, RICO.

*~TOURNAMENT HELD IN THE CAGE!! ~*

*~THE CAGE FIGHTERS~*

ANDERSON, RICO, HAREZKY.

...................AND AGAIN....THE CAGE FIGHTERS!!!!

HEHE... Kept Changing photographer..

*~THE CAGE : FIERCE FIGHTS.

1ST MATCH:

AGAINST JELLYBO JELLY!!

....they were realy like jellies. EASY fight. 1-0

8 Warriors!! 1 MiSsing, caught Playing With Birds.
HAHA!!

B4 GeTing In2 QUARTER FINALS, WALKED OVER(team MIA) ..

NEVER JUNKIES!! (team name)

WALK OVER= 2-0

LAST MATCH WAS THE QUARTER FINALS.

AGAINST THE VIOLENT...

ADMIRALTYZ~*

DRAW 1-1 .....so end up with penalty shoot out!

2-0 if I'm Not Wrong.

...Went To Queensway.

Ate at MaC.

Went Home.

DAMN TIRED!!!!!

TC EVRYBODY.

2007-06-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey
so long nvr blog
no time la
busy
im workin hard now..hehe..
mus concentrate on studies
my parents gav me encouragements 2 study hard
n gt gd results
so.i mus do it
JUST DO IT. NIKE.
haha..
i miss studyng so much
i miss being smart
i miss the hardworking me
i miss getng five A1s for my exam.
haizZ
alot of things i miss bout myself
i hate being lazy
being lazy is being lousy
i hate feeling lousy

so,now.soccer.
Take-Tong ,out of the competition.
no more soccer!! yeah...
heee..
can focus better

sory ah if i don add colour or wat 2 the words.
im jus no longer wana blog
hate 2 type i tink
haha..
boring rite my blog??

oh ya.
im stil waiting 4 my chocs...
=)

gt over it
realy over it
no more falling
cos i donwan to break any
if u no wat i mean.
only if i realy wan2
but tat i wil take time 2 tink bout it.
kk, sshhhh.........
don wana talk bout this.
=)

IM OKAY
.........................................................

2007-05-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

My Life...
seems okay thees few daes!!
enjoyin n fun n hapy
havin a gd time with my
class!
frens!
familys!

exams over nw,so no worries bout studies
jus tat i did too badly this time
N i mean V BADLY...
haish...
parents haven find out i did badly..
nvm..
don care....

alot of my frens r busy nw
some workin
some with soccer training
some with gerls...
im startin 2 tink bout wat im gona do in life
wana be successful
so,mus pull up my socks nw

My Dear Fren, Sophia...
leavin this thurs.
sad...
hope you take care rites...
hav a safe journey
1 month,so long..
haha..
take this tym 2 relax ur mind n also ur heart!
b4 coming back 2 s'pore k..
hope u wont change tat much..
ya,stil miss tat sec1 sophia.

you said u promise u'll try 2 stop smokin.
but nw,u lyk don care ardy.
feel lyk smokin, u smoke..
no gd u no!!
hope u gt rid of tat habit.
jus sayin,up 2 u 2 choose 2 stop.
sory if im sayin 2 much

jus now...in skool [22/5]
had the s.etiquette lesson
FUN!!
i n richard gt volunteerd by the class 2 try n clean our face with the facial thingy
n it realy make my skin bit smooth n richards
haha...
den after tat went 2 MASONIC CLUB RESTAURANT!!
practical...
n gt 2 eat soup,dono wat soup..haha..
den spagetti w chicken..
the desert, brownies w vanilla ice cream on top w choc sauce
after tat go back skool
go home...

this sunday, planning go fishin!!
w my TKT frens.
wil cycle go dere n gona fish n catch crabs!!
hope can hav lots of fun.

another ddrrreeeaaaamm....

2007-05-03T17:42:00.000+08:00

WTH!!
again!

a dream!
y mus it be a Dream?????
y cant it be reality??
WTF!!

another hapy dream...
HaisH!!!
but wen i realised it was a dream, i hate it
no point tellng ppl out dere..
its my dream nyway..HAHA..
so,if you wana no...DEN......

i cant tell u... =))

haha...

2day,wrote a compo,
malay compo..
4 test somore
i enjoyd writng tat compo jus nw..
a friendship kind..
a boy n a gerl..
haha..
nice story
i tot of it wen i was tryng 2 find idea..
jus hope it wasnt out of point,
it was a perfect story..
n i tot, if only it happen 2 me..HAHA!!
Fat Hope!!

2day,skool end quite fast..
finish p2..went home..
wantd 2 study but end up,online..
haha...
anyhw add ppl...
on frenster..
den talk 2 som1..
she said wana study,so don dstrb..haha..
Dono if shes really STUDYNG....
n i wonder wat makes u sad...hmm.......

later gona study..
2mrw geog n SS..
nooooo.....
hate dem both...esp SS..
hate it lots!!!
K la...
TC PPLS OUT DERE!! =))

THINKING OF TAT DREAM

RiDeRs On ThE StOrM!!! [ act date: 12MAY 2007, sat ]

2007-05-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

2007-05-01T12:47:00.000+08:00

dono wat 2 talk about.
about myself??
haha..
alot of changes in me
nw i smoke
but jus tryng out
nt sure if i shud cont
dono y im tinking of this thing
nvm,lets talk bout smthng else....

now,startng 2 go out late..
haha... "studyng"
my frens workng at kfc
i wana work!!
haha..but gt contract..
nvm,no need..
at admir

feels great 2 go out at nite!
haha..
with my frens
so cooling.
so fun.
talkng n jokkin with them...

haish...
i tink im alrite
take care vryone...!!

2007-04-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

I'M SORRY

=)

I'll Be Just By Your Side
As Your Friend..
Whenever You Need Me,
I'll Be There..

Take Care For Now...
Promise Me You'll Be Happy

2007-04-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

If I Let You Go- Westlife

Day after day
Time pass away
N' I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go

Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

If I let you go (ooh baby)
Once again i'm think about
Taking the easy way out

CHORUS

nowadays kp using song lyrics...
=)

nvm la..
atleast u no wats on my mind rite??

TakeCareAllOf You!!!

i gt 2 choose~*

"SETIA" ,,but I Am Here W/O You ='(

2007-04-21T12:57:00.000+08:00

*~A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me~*

Anybody out dere??
Can help me??
so many frens tat i hav
seems nw lyk deres no 1 left
im alone
none cared
none is dere 4 me
Saddest Thing That I Can Say......

="(

If i ever hav a chance, I nvr wana do nything...

new name in my heart ,as iF!!

For All the things that i do,
The Reason Is You...

Keep On Knockin'

2007-04-20T17:24:00.000+08:00

my colourin suxx...

haha...

look at tat rose, so dead!! nt nice

startd this drawin in skool.. drew my name

den brot home, cont drawng cos was bored..nthng 2 do..

all my drawins hav meaning tat usualy only the boy whos name is azri understands... =))

k la..ill talk bout it abit..

hmm...

see the rose? jus on top of it,is actuly a moon [v light lines]

den deres this so calld a qn mark in the moon..

k,its moon cos, its nt sun..

w/o sun,the rose will die rite?..

ya, the sun is missing..

so,lyk, im missing som1 tat i can die..can see the,erm...haha..dono wat..

the thing with 2 leaves under the rose

its actuly... Y.. O.. U..

nvm if u cant see them,cos its nt tat clear...

the other black n red drawins r 2 names

tat i shud nt say out...erm....somore.....

i tink ishud say nomore....

lyk my drawin?? =P

haha..i lov 2 draw!!

tell me yr name n ill draw them out..

haha...its fun drawin..can make ur own meanings in the drawins!!

n this drawin tells ppl tat im confused..see the red-white colourd letters...

if i gt draw, ill post them..

so all of you can c,kk?? =)

haha..2day is a v short day...

did chem test..haha...didnt finish

did only 43 out of 52 qns!!!

haha..

den DnT

i die alrdy la..so little things i do..

so little ideas..

den after skool went home..

Feel So Dead!!

til nw...

Haish!!!

wats dere in my life, come out now!!

wen deres this , deres tat... WTF!!!

sad all the way, tryin 2 smile...

But Failed.............

wen tats this , tats IT!!!

I wana Stop this,

BUT,

i cant......

som1s knockin on the Door, but tat place in my heart is nt yet emptied...

_____ > >the new name

2007-04-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

I realy don get it..
i wana move on in life,but it seems lyk i cant
y am i stuck here with nothng 2 do..??
im always tinkng bout the same old thing
i told myself its useless
but i stil do it
y? tats wat im nt sure bout
i wana grow up le
nt stuck with the same old thing
i wana go out dere
wher deres ppl, nt ppl lyk me..
sad n moody always
i wana be cheerfull
tats all i wan
many hav it, but i don tink i hav it
n im talkng bout happines
i may look hapy,ya,im hapy
but inside, i kp all the things tat can kill me
deres too much in me nw
i wana get it out
all of it
i guess ill jus kp it 2 myself
sometyms,seeing others hapy can make me hapy
atleast i can be hapy abit 4 awhile
atleast the ppl around me r hapy
but wen ppl r gone
tats wen i feel the darkness fall over me n cover me completely
nt a single light can be seen
no1 see me sad
n deres no1 i can cry with
can you feel it?
i guess u cant!!
cos its only me whos feeling it
yeah..only me ='(
ive been tinkng of others 2 much
tat myself drown without no1 notice,nt even me..
suddenly feeling hurt,lyk wana break down
the hurt cant be xplain
cos i dono wher its from
from myself??
ppl around me??
I DONT KNOW
..HAISH...........................

yeah im sad now
tats all i can be
sad sad sad
WTF!!!
................................

Happy Times

2007-04-15T17:17:00.000+08:00

wrong date on the pic......

Today is Sunday...
Talk on Sat N Friday

FRIDAY>>

Had Birthday Celeb. at CJ's house..
haha..She Got Wet..
Sory,2 tired 2 tell all tat Happend......

AT 12.30,drew a card 4 her.. with light close.............

SAturDAY!!
OUTING TO SENTOSA..PALAWAN BEACH!!!

PEOPLE Gone To Sentosa:

FAIZ
HAZIQ
DANIAL
HAIKAL
HAKIM
FARHAN
AZRI

AND BIRTHDAY GERLL>>>
ITEN SOPHIA KAYLEEN

Jump 2 Sentosa!!!
The Island Of Our Celebration!!

Had Fun Of Course!!

played on the beach..
captain's ball in the water..
played monkey ball on shore..

cut cake! HAHA!!
2 BAd , No pic Of Sophia N Chocolates On Her Face!! =))
haha..Yoo V the Bad! i gav yoo abit, Yoo gav me 1 plate!!! >=(
haha..but nvm la..
we enjoyd..
Dn i hurt myself..
haha...faiz plan.. wanted 2 lift sophia ,throw her in2 the water..
i lifted her,den knockd myself in2 a COCONUTS tree!!
HAHA!!!
Nice... haha..
rolled over yoo.. my head hit the rock or stone..
haha..
den second try...
SUCCESS!!! =))
haha!! liftd her,,den threw her in...YYEEAAAHHH!!!!!!!!
WooHoo!! Fun!!
den she kena another 2 times..HAHA!!

after all tat,showerd..
went back to eat at hawker ctr.. only farhan n haikal ate..
faiz n hakim went home...
gt back 2 wdlnds,
dan,haziq,me n sophia ate pizza..
OH Ya!! b4 tat..sophia left her wallet in the bus..963..
haha..
told the " " uncle,he said wat la..gt jam la.. WTH!!
so we went 2 check ourself..
den the uncle who drove tat bus return her wallet..
THANX UNCLE....hha..

after ate pizza.dan went home..
i walkd home with haziq n sophia...
talkd alot..
look at stars 4 while..
den she learnt 2 talk malay..
haha..her "T" is Tamil...
haziq waited 4 bus..
so..left me n sop.. =)
talk2..walk2...
kp bumpng in2 each other,haha.. =D
den i turned left..she went straight..
heard her laughng while walkng..crazy gerll,, engg...
haha..
tats the end..

Good Times Last Forever...
ESP Those With Herr.....

wats wrong with my heart... =''(

2007-04-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

2day morning,reach skool...
gt my hp back..stupid aliff..
den..after skool, hang out with my bro n frens 4 a while..
went out of skool 2 take funy videos..
walkd up the stairs..
saw yoo, yoo tried 2 hide...
......
haha...
den my bro cycled past the group..
stopd at the next block..
nazi n zahrin had a funy fight, videod by zul...
haha...
quite funy..
den went home..
past the place again..
....haha..

now..few minutes ago...
lookd at the pics, on yoor frenster..
recalld back memories.. =')
wat if we didnt grew up...
tat wud be great...
nw sec3 alrdy..
somtyms its jus better 2 be childish than 2 be MATURE... rite?..
enjoy life n nvr wory bout nythng...
keepng evrythng n nvr need 2 let go..
but i guess lifes lyk tat..
TIME WILL GO ON , N MEMORIES ARE LEFT....
Why Is Life That Way?
was smiling wen i recalld the memories... =)
=')

Oh Ya,The Dream....
I cant remember...
Wait Ah.....
hmm......
......
..............
i type wat i no,k??
haha...
yoo were cryin..nt sure bout wat..
yoo were cryin on my shoulder..
i hugg yoo.....
yoo continued 2 cry..
so, i dessik yoo.....
on the cheek.. =)
den.....nt sure wat happend...
i tink its was the next day, i tink...dono la..
read yoor blog...in the dream...
den, yoo rote...
[ Tryin To Remember ]
: yoor my prince, n im yoor princess..
i'll treat yoo lyk a prince..
[ haha...cant remember alrdy la... ]

tats all i can remember..quite a long post..haha..
kk,tats my dream.. =)

byeE...

I'll Try To Breath For Yoo..
I'm Cryin Out ,
I'm Seeing Love..
Yoo Could Be All I Need....... =)

loving yoo...

GONE

2007-04-08T14:09:00.001+08:00

ill be talkin bout ytd[ saturday ]...

2day goin 2 airpot...
but, b4 tat..
sophia invited me 2 play badminton..
haha...
so rushd 2 her house..
she askd me 2 buy shuttlecork..but i hav,so,no need buy la...
reachd the gate...
dey[jaslyn n andy] were at her house...
so went up...
haha...13..
den heard her loud speakerd voice..haha...
as soon as i reach her door,we went up..
left my bike...
wen 2 the roof top...
she had 2 climb the wall...
2 open the door from the other side..haha...
den gt out..
I askd, "whers the badminton cot??"
haha...
den she said no cot...
haha...WTH..
somore so windy..
had 2 climb the ladder..haha..
cool.. lyk roof top playground.. watever......
haha...
1st tym i gt up dere,
tot 2 myself.."waa!! so nice the place! soo high...cool!!.. windy somore..."
haha..
feel lyk top of the WORLD!!...
nxt tym invite me gain, kk???
den..
sophia said,play here...
den i was lyk.. HERE??
..den saw lyk haze lyk tat...
on the other side..
DEN SUDDENLY...RAIN!!!..
haha..
NICE la... saw her so hapy wen its starts 2 rain..
den we climb back up..den climb down the other side...
so fun,even though we dint play badminton...
haha...
den wen back 2 her house..
heard yoo whistle.... =)
decided 2 go cycling cos we alrdy wet...
so,go cycling.. haha.. IN THE RAIN..gd idea..
we had 2 go 2 songwei's house 2 take another bike...
on the way dere..FUN FUN!!
the 2 gerls v noizy!
haha..
but their noizy is fun la...
haha..
reach songwei's house..
andy n i waited downstairs..
den the gerls gt down again...
jaslyn wanted 2 cycle 2 school,so cycle la!
haha..go long cut..
lesser traffic..
cycle reach skool alrdy..
we went 2 check if dere were guards..but
dere werent any..
so went inside..
haha..den jaslyn fell with bike..
tink cos it was slippery..haha....
den she was lyk talkn 2 herself..
den i askd wether shes okay..
shes fine...
den..
we xchange bikes...
i took the 'racer' bike..
nice bike...
thin tires, but nt slippery...
can speed easily...
haha..
we went 2 BANQUET 2 eat..
haha...
OH YA!!.. Sophia..
yoor $3.50.. i haven return..haha..
in skool i return,kk??
thanx ar.. =)
after iten.. =P
continued cycling..
i was shakin..haha..
oh ya..
sophia said we boys no skill,
but she slipd n nearly fell !!! HAHA!!
we cycled back home, i mean 2 soap's house..
fun..haha..
can speed.. road no vehicle...
reach her house..
andy n i dried our clothes with soap's hair dryer..haha..
den suddenly short circuit,
haha..
we gt out of the toilet,den she said,
"y so hot ar??"
haha..den saw jaslyn smiled..
of cos la.. we used dryer wat...
haha...
den the door closed b4 sophia..
she was scared..
haha...
but wen i checkd,i was lyk felt som1 was in dere..[realy..]
haha..
but pushd the door open,saw nothin...
haha..
den she showerd..
she goin work with her mum..
while she showern..andy playd ...err..DOTA?? isit? tink so...
lyk warcraft lyk tat la...
suddenly gt lightning..
saw lyk a fire.. big amount of light outside the window.. jaslyn oso saw tat..
haha.. but didnt hear sophia shout..HAHA...
den..rain heavily..
mus wait rain stop,den can go home..
sophia was ready.. smelld her perfume..haha...
den andy playd a game suggestd by her..
SILENT HILL...
haha..
boring-shockin game..haha...
the 1st tym only shockd den,the rest nothin...
den after all tat..
went home..
shoe was wet..
stil drizzlin...so wen cyclin,gt wet again...
reachd home..
shower,gt ready 2 go airport...
FARAH & RAFIZAH Leavin...Sad..
farah from my class..rafizah from 4e4,my bro class...
me n my bro..met my bro's fren at b n s...
den went 2 airport..bus 858..
reachd dere around 8+...
waited 4 while b4 farah n her sis came...
lyk superstar..so many ppl came..haha..
mostly from WGSCO..
I WANT TO MENTION 1 THING,
3E2 UNITY SUCKS..
so few e2 boys came..
but gerls oso some nvr come...
SUCH A LOUSY CLASS !!!
IS THIS MY CLASS??
NO WAY!!!!...
my bro,me n NaziRul..haha..
joked around..
den..
FARAH N RAFIZAH LEFT...

[cant imagine yoo the one whos dere,]
[i wont even dare 2 look...]
[i don wana c yoo go... ='( ]

[1 month... HAISH..]
[wonder wat m i 2 do wen yoor gone..]

can feel the sadness...
imagine myself in her shoe..
so many who cared, came n cried...
i cried the loudest.. ENGG!! haha...
after tat..wen 2 BURGER KING..
2 eat..ate the BK Doubles.. NICE!!
haha..
den went home.. bus 858
reachd home..
online 4 while..den slept...
HAD A FUN DAY!!! =)
thanx 2 all of you N YOO...

2day.. [sunday]
woke up early..tired...
went 2 eat at adam rd..
ate prata CHEESE..
nice!! ate 2 pieces..
n drank ice lemon tea...
after tat wen grocery shoppin...
went home...
Checkd BLOGS...
haish...
Disappointed with yoo...
smoked again..
y?... [shakin my head]

hapy tyms with yoo... =)
lookd in2 yoor eyes...
those 2 beautiful eyes..
shining wen yoor with me..
wen
yoor with me..... =')

love yoo